It was quite a walk to Rylee's house about 15. Then again I dont really workout much so maybe its my laziness coming over me. Finally making my way up to her front door to her gorgeous house. I always loved her house it made me feel at home. It was nice and big with beautiful pillars on the outside and a garden that her mom made. I rang the door bell and her mother, Ms. Gage came to it. “Hey Frank Rylee is in the living room.” Ms. Gage said to me with her welcoming smile. “Thanks Ms. Gage.” I walked into the living room where Rylee was eating some popcorn and watching my favorite Doctor Who. “I see you started watching my show.” I said grabbing some popcorn from her. “Yeah I actually like it, its really interesting.” She was pretty much hypnotized by Matt Smith starting up the TARDIS. It was about 11pm and Ms. Gage came down in the living room with a big warm blanket to keep us warm in the night. “Goodnight you guys.” Ms. Gage said making her way up to her room. I like Rylee but not in that way she knows that I'm gay and so does her mom. After my moms passing Ms. Gage felt like a second mother to me, but she doesn't know my life at home right now. Right then I fell asleep.

“Frankie come here.” I knew that voice...I turned and it turned out to be my moms. I went running to her side. “I miss you soo much mom!” I was crying giving her a hug. “I know honey but I want you to be strong no matter what ok.” She said rubbing my head. Next thing I know I was in someones room. I dont know whos but it was filled with posters. I walked out of the room into a hall way and I saw someone with bright crimson red hair standing facing away from me. “Hey! Can you show me out of here?” I yelled to the figure. My feet were moving me to him but I didn’t tell them to. “Frankie, sugar I miss you and I want you to know that. I dont mean you any harm whats so ever.” The figure told me. “Ok but please be there for me. I want you to be there for me stand up for me. I dont want to be alone anymore!” I didn’t know what I was saying. “Alright I will.” The figure gave me a hug but I could really make out his face but I noticed the most beautiful hazel eyes I have ever seen.

“Frankie wake up! We need to go to school.” Rylee was nudging my shoulder. “Yeah Im up.” I said in the most sleepiest voice. I got up and went to take a quick shower and change into a black hoodie with black ripped skinny jeans and black and white vans. “Bye mom see you later!” Rylee yelled out. The sun was really bright today as we made our way to Belleville High School. I checked my phone for messages and I had 3. “What was your dream about Frankie?” Rylee asked in curiosity. “Nothing.Why?” I said checking my phone messages. “Because you kinda...were talking..in your sleep.” She said looking both ways to see if we can cross the street. “Oh it was about mom. I miss her so much.” I felt a tear about to fall but I held it back. “Oh..ok.” She said this time with sadness in her voice.

We finally made our way up the stairs of the school. Rylee grabbing my hand and pulling me through the crowd of people. We stopped at my locker before going to homeroom. Hopefully Gerard and his gang don't see us. “Good morning Mr. Sanders.” We both said at the same time smiling at each other. I noticed a new kid in homeroom today. He had the most amazing hair I have ever seen. It was a big brown afro, it was so fluffy I wanted to touch it. Rylee went off to do her morning job. “Hey new kid, Im Frank Iero.” I said with a hand out waiting for it to be shaken. “Hi Frank, Im Raymond Toro but you can call me Ray.” He said shaking my hand. After that my and Ray hit it off well. He is like the most awesomest guy I have ever met like amazing! We have the same taste in music and everything!

First bell rang and it turns out all my classes are with Ray. First block of the day Music. What makes it better is that I have 2 blocks of music. Awesome! I love music, I play guitar and so does Ray which is pretty cool. Mr. Hain runs music class and he is pretty laid back at what we do as long as it involves playing music. Right before my eyes it was lunch. All three of us ate at an empty table near the back of the room. As I was getting my food Gerard came by with one of his new buddies Bob. Gerard completely knocked my food out of my hand onto the floor. “Watch where your going next time!” Gerard said with a smirk on his face. “Nice one Gee!” Said Bob asking for some skin. I walked to my table. “Did you want some of my food?” Rylee asked. “Naw Im not that hungry any way...” I said looking down at my feet. We finished up our conversation about Doctor Who, which Ray surprisingly watches as well. “I'll meet you guys up at the bleachers.” I said walking there because I kinda was getting bored of the conversation. So I went to take a smoke.

“Fag what the fuck are you doing?” A voice said coming up behind me. “You know your not supposed to be doing that back here.” It was Gerard. I flicked my bud away as I was finished. “I do it all the time.” I tried walking away from him but all he did was grab my arm so hard. I can see it making a mark tomorrow. “Well I dont like it!” Gerard said punching me in the stomach. I fell to the ground and he started kicking the shit out of me. Why does he do this to me? I know he may seem tough but on the inside he really isn't. I can see it but he tries to hide it away from everyone. “That should teach you to stop smoking, fag!” And with that he once again punched me in the face and left. I ran to the bathroom fast to see what he did to me. I examined myself in the mirror and see that it wasn't to bad. I came out and went to my next class. “What happened to you?!!” Rylee said in a panic. “Nothing...” Even though she knows I dont want her to pity me.

Last bell now I can go home. “Bye guys see you later.” I said to Ray and Rylee. Walking to my locker to grab my shit. As I was closing my locker door Gerard was standing right behind it scaring the living shit out of me. “Shit Gerard!” I jumped in the empty hall way. “Hey babe dont be scared its just me.” Gerard said winking and smirking at me. Did he just call me babe? No, I most be imagining it. I backed away a bit. “No dont go any where. Its just me, only me ok Frankie.” He said grabbing my arms. “I'm not falling for this shit.” As I tried to let go of his grip. “Here, I'll walk with you.” He said full on smiling at me. Did he seriously say he was walking with me. “Im good thanks..Bye Gerard.” I said looking at the ground and turning away. “Its to make up for what I did to you earlier. I really am sorry.” Gerard said running to catch up to me outside. What is he talking about? Now all of a sudden he wants to be nice to me. Maybe its a trick but I will let him this one time. “Alright.. But please.. Dont hurt me.” I said looking at him. A blush came over him. He actually blushed at me. “Ok I wont. Soo um.. Could we just like go to the park for a second? If you dont mind.” He said stopping and looking at me. “Uhh..sure.” I was really unsure about this. I wanted to just get home as fast as possible. We went to the park in silence. When we go there, we sat down and talked. “I really am sorry about what I did to you.” He said pulling back a lose hair behind his ear. Im still in shock but Ill go with it. I just stared at the ground I was scared of what to say to him. I looked up next to find his lips connecting with mine. Now I really am in shock. At first I didn’t kiss back but I did. It was a really slow longing kiss. I was waiting for something like this from him for years! His lips were soo soft and I slid my tongue across his bottom lip. And he moaned. It was probably one of the most amazing sounds I have ever heard! I cant believe this is happening to me.

Notes

Happy New Year! Just thought I would update for the first time this year! See what I did there..no..ok...never mind..


Enjoy!