He so gets me

I felt really bad for gerard for lots of reasons, I feel terrible about his brother and how he totaled the car and now he had to walk to the bus stop but I felt worse about how I never noticed Gerard walking past us on our way to school. I bet he feels shitty about it to, I need to apologize to him. "Hey Gerard?" I said with my voice sort of cracking, "yeah?" He said without looking at me. I needed him to know I was serious so I walked to his locker and made him make complete eye contact with me, "listen I feel like shit that I never noticed you when you walked past Todd's car, I'm really sorry I had to apologize or else it would eat me alive if I didn't". He stared at me for a while, he had a shocked look on his face I am guessing he didn't expect me to apologize to him. "Leela it's fine it was the past, it's not the first time I've been invisible to someone just let it go". After he said that I felt even worse, I just wanted to apologize to him and try to become friends or something but it seems like I've made it worse. After school I had to ride the bus again which was crapy because I didn't know what bus I had to ride, so I asked Gerard what bus he takes to get home. "Well I don't really go on the bus I walk, sorry" he said looking down at his feet, "well can I walk with you?" I asked with a smirk on my face. "Well if you really wanted to, I can't really stop you" he said as he started to blush a little, then I gave him a hug and repeatedly said thank you. As we were walking it was really quiet, like awkwardly quiet I couldn't take it so I made the first move into starting a conversation. "So what's your favorite class in school?" A dull question, I know but it's all I could think of. "I would have to say art class, what is yours?" He said while he nudged my arm, "erm.. Mine would have to lunch" I said with a cheesy smile. "Haha very funny but it has to be an actual class I believe" after he said that he winked at me, "okay okay fine, I don't have one" I said as I giggled. "What!?" Gerard said in shock as he stopped me "what?" I said with an confused look on my face, "you don't have a favorite class?" He said with a shocked face once again "pft no, why would I it's school I dislike it very much" I said with a disgusted look on my face and continued to walk again. "Well I see, I hate school also" He said following me. "Why do you hate school? Don't you like it?" I said turning around to face him, "no, why would I like it? I get bullied every day by Todd, yeah cause thats always fun" he said so sarcasticly it hurt. "Gerard I'm so sorry, I didn't know that he bullied you I feel like shit im really really sorry" I said walking towards him. I truly felt like shit, I didn't know that Todd bullied him on a daily basis. "It's fine I just felt bad for you, you seemed like you hated being with him" he said just looking down at his feet. "Wait what do you mean? How did you know that I felt that way?" How in the hell did he know how I felt about being with Todd? I never told anyone about how I felt, I don't trust any of those blonde bimbos at school, not even with a pencil. "Well when you guys would drive passed me I always looked up when you passed by, you seemed miserable and I felt bad because in my opinion you deserve better". I was in shock once he said that to me. Someone who knows my pain, he just gets me I guess.

Notes

Sorry if it's another short chapter I'll try to make them longer.