The next morning I woke up like usual and got ready for school. I left like normal with Gerard. It was a normal day at a normal school but I did not feel normal. I was confused at what to do or how to act. I was still pissed about my mother and that wasn't changing in the near future. But things with Gerard were getting fuzzy. Let me clue you in...the last thing I told you about was...
"You know that feeling like...like you wish you weren't here at this moment in time...instead you were...you were no where. Just no where. Like you just had your favorite thing in the world taken from you and you weren't ever going to get it back and finally you miss it so much you just want to disappear into nowhere. That's how I felt so I tried to go nowhere...but I couldn't find it." Gerard just looked down at me and then kissed my forehead.

Well beyond that we walked around the Gallery in mostly silence. I'm not sure if it was since he was tired or since it was just weird things weren't being said that should have been said. Either way, after that he walked me home and at the window life kinda changed. I could hear that my music had started over and I smiled a little at the fact that she couldn't get in.
"So I guess I'll see you tomorrow?" Gerard said looking a little different. I say different because I couldn't tell why he was the way he was at the time.
"Yeah I guess. I just want the weekend here." I said as I slide my window open. "Well see ya." I said as I began to climb back in it but I didn't get far. His arm pulled me back out and turned me around. Before I even knew I had been turned around an incredibly new sensation came over me. He released and helped me back in the window.

"See ya," he said as he walked away. I was a little confused so I shut the window and went over by my bed and sat down. 'Oh my god...I think Gerard just kissed me,' was all I could think as I laid my head down to go to sleep.

Notes

Sorry to anyone still reading this story. Life happened and it fell off my radar. Good news is that the story is done. As long as people still want to read it I will post every week until it is all posted.

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