Guitar Picks and Paper Cartoons

Mikey stood on the other side, mouth a gap. My hand froze, not sure what to do.

"Mikey get out!" Gerard yelled, while Mikey just starred at me.

"Right... sorry... Mom wanted me to give you this," Mikey said setting the glass of water that was in his hand on Gerard's dresser and exited the room. I removed my hand from Gerard and sat up. Gerard groaned and sat up throwing his body against the headboard. He muttered something under his breathe. In about 15 minutes his house fell silent again.

Without looking at him I said, "So..."

"I'm sorry, if you want to leave I understand," he said as quiet as can be.

"I didn't say I wanted to go. I was just going to comment on how Mikey knows," I said slightly annoyed that he thought I would just leave.

"You mean you don't want to leave?" He said in a disbelieving voice.

"Never mind I'll leave," I said assuming his voice indicated that he didn't want me there. I got off the bed and began to walk away.

"No no An stop I didn't mean it like that," he said grabbing my arm.

"Don't fucking call me that," I said gritting my teeth. Gerard withdrew his hands and held them up in defense.

"Sorry," he muttered. I sighed knowing that it wasn't his fault I was so attached to my past. I just couldn't deal with anyone calling me that. I didn't want to fight with him. He was my best friend. I turned back toward Gerard.

"It's not you, okay? It's just... I'm..." I said looking for words to explain my emotion.

"You're just somewhere else in your head right?"

"Yeah, you could say that." I sighed and closed my eyes for a moment. "Can we just, can we pretend that we didn't just fight?" I asked walking up to him and grabbing his hips.

"For you, anything," he said and lend down kissing me gently. I pushed him back toward the bed. Gerard turned us around so that when we fell to the bed he was on top. My hands grabbed his shoulders, his to my waist like we already knew each other. His thumbs played with the hem of my shirt. I inhaled deeply when his hands made contact with my skin. He smiled into the kiss. I pulled his shirt up over his head and then my own. My hands went to his hair. I pulled it slightly just enough to make him go crazy and grab my hips tight. His lips move to my neck and my hands to him pajama pants. He moaned a little when I slide a finger under his pants. He pulled my thigh up around him. I returned my hands to his hair. He pushed his hips down on me making me excited. Gerard did it again making me through my head back in ecstasy. He smiled and leaned his head toward my ear so I could feel his hot breath.

"Having fun yet?" he whispered as he pushed forward again.

"Oh god, yes," I moaned pushing my hips up slightly. He smiled and continued to moved his hips against me. The friction was enough to get me wet and I could feel that. I began to get nervous as his hand played with the top of my shorts. Gerard kissed my neck and let one hand slide under my shorts and underwear to my bear hip. I inhaled. He pulled away from my neck for a moment.

"Should I stop?" he asked out of breathe. I just looked into his eyes. I never understood how he knew me so well.

"I'm.. I'm still uh… umm"

"A virgin, that's fine we don't have to do that." Relief came over my face. "Do you want me to do something else?" he asked suggestively. I shrugged, I've never been this far with a guy before. "Is this your first time for uh, you?" he asked.

"Yeah," I whispered. He nodded and kissed my lips.

"Tell me if you want to stop, okay?" he said and I nodded. He slide my shorts off and as he came back up toward me, kissed my thighs. I moaned loudly. This made him smile into the next kiss. I was breathing heavily by the time he reached my face. He smiled and looked into my eyes and his hand slowly slide under my panties. I inhaled as his finger stroked my clit. My hips involuntarily moving. As my entire body began to shake he kissed my lips. I gripped his shoulders as tight as I could. His thumb replaced his finger and his finger played with my entrance. I through my head back moaning loud and going into an orgasm. Gerard removed his hand and stroked my hair with the other.

"You are beautiful," he said looking into my eyes. I didn't know what to say so I just closed my eyes.

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~Nailsntacks