Sex and violence.

"This is what they do man. They kidnap and drug you, before you know it you're lying in a bathtub and your kidneys are on eBay."

My body squirmed to situate myself on the couch, only to have five million sparks of pain flushing though my body. A hiss crawling from my throat as I gave up, focusing my mind back on the tv; continuing my SAW marathon, what I plan on doing for the next few months till summer due to being expelled, yeah the school had enough of me and I guess my dad did too as he didn't do anything to hold me back. But that's what I get right, I fucked myself up. I guess this is karma for everything I've ever done.

The thoughts only brought anger to myself, feeling more uncomfortable in my position even more. My tongue rubbing over the hole in my gums as I pulled myself up, a metallic taste spilling from the wound. Not even bothering to get anything fixed, even though I'm pretty sure the biggest assholes in the school broke three of my ribs. Life's a bitch, but the sad thing is that I don't even care anymore.

My eyes caught the clock, figuring my dad wouldn't be home till another few hours after stopping by Gerard. Yep, never bothered to go there either; probably not ever. I don't care how bad that sounds, I just don't want to be around people. I don't really think I want to die but just stay away from everything. Be on my own so I don't have to deal with any bullshit, plus everything started getting fucked up after bringing him home.

I don't even know what he thinks of me, if he even thinks of me at all. To be honest I don't really know if we're still dating or not, it's not something me and him went though. Mostly cause I never get off my ass to go and talk to him. Not even knowing how far he is to the edge or if he's going to get better at all, my guess is that he's got time since Dad hasn't been close to falling apart.

But am I falling apart? I guess you could say that in a way, I mean I don't do shit. I don't even talk to anyone. I haven't touched Pansy in months. I eat when I'm actually not too lazy to get up and get something. Sleep hasn't been a problem since it's all I've really been doing. But otherwise, yeah I'm falling apart..

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I squirmed as I felt a warm wet..thing cover my face. Turning my head away as it only went after me even more.

"Alight quit it!" I announced, turning myself over as I laid on my elbows turning my head finding a black and white fur ball. My dad grinning as he stood next to my stair case.

"Holy shit." I smiled, turning back to the dog as my hand began rubbing it's head. Receiving more and more kisses. Most action I've gotten lately.

"Now I have a reason for you to get up and start moving around." He laughed, rubbing his eyes as I guess it was pretty late.

"What's it's name?" I asked, turning my eyes back to the dog as it scratched it's ear.

"Uh you decide."

"Well I should probably do that tomorrow because if I do it tonight I'd end up naming it condom or something."

"Yeah you do that." He chuckled. "Hey, I'm going to to bed. You need anything I'll be there, K?"

I nodded to him, not watching him as he walked back up the stairs. I still smiled as I watched my dog crawl in my lap.

Notes

alright i needed a chapter name so whatever, i finally updated, finally did fan art altough it probably gave away the ending. read my other stories too like they're not bad and i actually update them. Patty better write a story with me and yeah. I think were good. Leave more comments guys I want to update when I get comments like even if it's just about how your day went I want to read them.

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