Sex and violence.

Gerard's P.O.V

Tears still drop from my face as I leave the library, the thought of Mikey can't get out of my head.. My baby brother, dead. Unbelievable. I didn't even get to say good bye.

"Oh WELL look who it is?" I hear a voice sneer, I look up and find Justin and Bob.

"What do you guys want?" My voice cracks up as tears don't hold themselves back.

"We want to make something sure, you see. You were there last night. you know what happened.. don't you?" Bob's eyes are dark as he corners my body against the lockers. I'm given no other choice but look him in the face. "I said.. you know what happened? Don't you!"
His strong arms slam me against some lockers. A few kids look back at us.. but turn back around like they never even saw it.

He leans his face in on mine. I can smell his gum on his breath. My body tenses when I feel his cold fingers hold my throat. Picking me up off the ground a few centimeters. "Answer me, god dammit!" My head smashes against more lockers as he releases me. I wince in pain before I spit the answer out.

"Yes.. Okay... I do." I'm knocked off my balance as I feel his legs hook under mine. My body throws it's self on the ground till his strong fingers grip my hair.

"Well, how do we know you won't tell anyone faggot?" Like Frank, he pulls my head back by my hair. My eyes try to close in pain but I force them to stay open as Bob stares me down.

"I won't.. I won't tell anyone. I swear!" I cry out as he throws my head back, grabbing me by the shirt collar instead.

"C'mon Justin, let's go." Bob orders him around as he drags me around a corner, into a bathroom. Not this again... "So, how are we going to make sure you won't nark on us, hm?"

My body sits on the cold tile floor as he crouches down in front of me. "No answer, hm? Justin come here and help me teach Mr. Way here a little lesson."

I can't breathe as my face is thrown in a pool of water.. no other than a toilet. They hold my head down for a few seconds until the rip my head up by my hair. "Hmm.. I don't think he's got it yet." I hear him snicker before water fills my ear drums. This time he holds my head down for more than a few seconds.. My lungs almost burst till they pull my head back out, throwing out of the stall.

My hands rub my eyes, trying to wipe them clear as they stain my hand black from my eye liner. I sit down, silent until Bob's the one to throw the first punch. My body falls over as I'm kicked again on the side. Over and over a few times before he kicks me square in the face. A loud snap fills the bathroom, as the sound bounces off the walls. They stand still. They're silent for a few minutes as I quiver on the ground. My blood spills on the floor as I hear them walk out..

No one else comes in the bathroom after they leave.. Just me laying on the floor helpless. Staring at my reflection against my blood. The sight leaves my stomach to gnaw on itself so I'm quick to pull myself up. My reflection scares me even, my face is smeared with blood as my nose is crooked, blood still streaming out. My eyes are almost as red as my blood, my green iris's pop out.. but I only cry at everything. About Mikey, about this, about how fucking pathetic I am.



"Gerard, wh. Omilord what happened?" I walk in on my dad's office he's just as freaked out about my face as I am.

"I just want to go home." Blood still falls down from my nose with my tears. His eyes never leave me as he picks himself up. Grabbing his keys.

"Yeah, let's go."



Frank P.O.V

I pretty much did nothing this whole day but play Pokemon and Earthbound. I haven't lived like this in a while. Forgot what it's like to be a kid again. My eyes follow my tv as I watch Ness walk around town until someone or something barges through the door.
I set my controller down as I try to make out who's there. I don't catch who it is as they slam the door, running up the stairs. I'm second to follow him. I see him down the hall way as I stand in the kitchen. Why is Gerard home?

He doesn't even notice me. I just watch him walk in the bathroom. I don't think to much of it as I raid my fridge. Throwing some left over pizza in the microwave.
Gerard's still in the bathroom as I take the plate out.. Now I'm starting to worry.

"Gerard...?" My words are as slow as my steps. "Gerard, are you okay?" I don't get a response as I lean on the door. "Gerard, c'mon open up."

"Go away.." He finally responds but he's.. crying?

"Gerard, c'mon. What's wrong?" Now I'm really starting to freak out, I never seen him cry and I've never heard him reject anything from me.

"Fuck off." He snarls behind the door. Well.. I guess I should leave him a lone then.
My feet hop back down the stairs as I crawl back under my blanket on the couch, continue reliving my childhood.


It's about three, and my dad isn't home yet. Kinda weird cause he never works late unless it's Friday.. He's my dad and he's smarter than me so I don't really question it. I mean, it's not like he's helpless or anything. Know what I'm saying?



Gerard's P.O.V

The first thing I do when I get home is throw myself in the bathroom. Finally getting a chance to clean my face off. And it takes me about ten minutes to do so as my nose hurts like a bitch. But hopefully dad's home soon so we can go to a doctor. But for now, I leave it as it is and crawl out of the bathroom. Heading to my room, Frank doesn't see me. Which is good, you know? I really don't want him seeing me like this.



Frank's P.O.V

The whole house is silent for another hour or to before someone knocks on the door. With thinking that it's my dad. I throw myself off the couch and run up to the door.. But it's not him, someone else.

"Hey Frank.. Is um Gerard here, I didn't see him at school today?" Donnie just looks at me, I try to hide behind the door as I'm just in a Blink-182 shirt and boxers.

"Um, yeah. But he locked himself in the bathroom right away. I don't think he's in the mood for talking, you know?" I scratch my head as I talk to Donnie for the first time in like forever.

He just nods. "Alright, can you tell him I stopped by?"

"Yeah, sure." We make eye contact one last time before I close the door. "Gerard, Donnie came for you." I yell from the door. Still no response, so I make my way down the hall. But find the bathroom door open and the light's off. "Gerard..?" I call out again as I turn around. I find his door closed.

"What do you want?" His voice is muffled and weak.

"Can we talk, I mean you kinda just barged in and ran in the bathroom. I'm kinda freaked out."

"Fuck you." I hear his voice fill with tears. My body just stops. Well then..

Notes

New chapter and I changed the banner. and jfkdslafjdksldf syeah gerard. I drew the bannner thing and the full picture is right here: http://franks-nipples.tumblr.com/post/71454236839