Make Me Really Smile, Again.

It's been a week I know but today's the day. Yep, my first check up. I'm so excited but I'm also nerous though but Maricella and Ma will be there.

Maricella refused to not go to she said and I quote: "there is no fucking way I'm going to see my fucking godchild! So don't make me be a fucking bitch and just tell me when the apointment is!" She yelled that across the table which Mikey and Frank heard, they were the only ones who didn't know.

It's Saturday and before the apointment Gerard asked me to come listen to their band practice and you know hang out with the guys. I'm just about to head over I'm just waiting for his text.

BUZZ. BUZZ. I pick up my phone and read 'Jack Ass- Hey you can come over now.' Yes finally, I get to see him- no I mean the guys.

I run out of my room and into the front room. "Mom, I'm headin' over to Gerard's house, be back in time for the apointment." I said walking out the door and shutting it behind me. I started walking to Gee's house when I'm suddenly lifted in the air.

I scream and kick but it doesn't work, this guy is too strong. "Let me go! People are expecting me! You won't get away with this!" I yell kicking and screaming even more.
"Rocks, it's just me, Gee," Gerard said in a calming tone. He started laughing and put me down.
"Gerard, that's not funny," I said, "I was scared to death that you were... You know what never mind... Let's just go to your place, I don't wanna be late to my appointment."
"Ok. Ok. No need ta get ya panties in a twist, gurrrrrl," he said sassily napping his fingers three times side to side. I meant to grab his wrist but I accidently grabbed his hand and I felt a spark not let he shocked me but like a nice spark. Like electricity.

I pulled my hand away and just started walking away ignoring what just happened. We enter his house in complete silence and walk down to his basement. No. No. No . No. No. No. No. He can't be here. He's going to ruin this. Ruin everything.

I run out of the basement and all the way out of the house. And I kept running until I got to my house where Marcella had just arrived. I ran straight into her arms, crying like crazy.
"Rocky? Why'd you leave?" Gerard said walking up behind me. All I did was squeeze Maricella tighter because I really didn't want to tell him. I didn't want to tell him that the guy in his basement rapped me and got me pregnant from it. Yeah that's right it was Bob who was down there. (A/N Bob's parents bailed him out until his trial.)
"Gerard, let me talk to her alone for a second and then I'll tell you," Maricella exclaimed calmly, skidding a hand down my smooth hair. She pulled me in front of her car, holding my shoulders and saying: "What happened?"
"B-B-Bob h-he's at G-Ger-rard's house," I said in completely shaky voice. Maricella's face turned a shade of red that was untitled: "mad murderer" and she started stomping over to Gerard.
"Never! Ever! Do I want to hear from Rocky that you brought her fucking rapist to this street nor neighborhood, again," she spat at Gerard. She pulled me into my house and into the hallway bathroom. "Oh, Rocks. You look like shit. Ya know?" I nod my head in agreed and let her fix my face up after I finish crying.

After, all that went down my mom yelled at us and told us we had to go to get me all checked up. So, we all sat in the car with awkward silence circling around us. I hate it when that happens.

We finally arrive at the hospital after what feels like forever of being in a car. We go in and walk to the desk, luckily I'm still a minor so I don't have to fill out the paper work. After what seems like an hour I finally get called back.

"Ok, let's check you out," a nurse says putting on plastic gloves on and grabbing thing of gel. "If you'd please pull your shirt up that'd be so kind." I followed what I was told and lift up my shirt exposing the scar filled stomach. The lady told me that if I didn't stop she would call social services.
"Ma'am, I did this last year and I know it was a big mistake and it won't ever happen again," I explained to her giving big hand gestures. She nodded and silently squirted the cold gel on my stomach causing me to hiss but everyone understood it was just the cold gel.

The lady started moving the wand around over my stomach. "Well, Congrats Miss you're having twins," my eyeballs were so wide I wouldn't be surprised if thy fell out of their sockets.
"I'm sorry, did I just hear you correctly, I thought you said twins," I laughed thinking she was just joking well hoping she was.
"No, you're having twins see," she said pointing at the monitor, "there's one and there's the other one. Congrats." I was still in shock Ma didn't even say a word the whole time we were going home but Maricella was talking a mile a minute.
"Oh my god you're going to have twins! I can't believe it! I can't believe!..." She never stopped until we got home. Fuck. I'm having twins.

Notes

Sorry this is way to over due but it's here now.


Bria/ Famous Dead