Make Me Really Smile, Again.

I push through the crowd of kids people saying things like 'eww... Gross she touch me' or 'fuck I hope I don't become emo.' I choose to ignore the insults and kept pushing my way through.

I finally got my way through the crowd of jack asses, bitches and preppy people and I grabbed Maricella's arm while the waterfalls of tears ran down my cheeks that were completely drenched. She looked at me like I had just scared the living shit out of her which makes sense since that we are never touched unless being kicked in the ribs, face, or legs that's how I've broken my legs each three times.

Once, she realized it was me, she purposely dropped her books on the floor, and engulfed me in a comforting hug that I really needed.
"Rocks, what's wrong, sweet girl?" She asked in a gentle whisper while I almost literally cry a river on the shoulder of her favorite The Nightmare Before Christmas hoodie I gave her for her sixteenth birthday last year since she loved the one I have so much. The first period bell rang but I don't want to go to class I'm not in the mood to hear Mrs. Collins try and persuade me to go to the social workers' office.
"Can we please skip school and I'll tell you in your car?" Maricella has a car but she texted me this morning that she couldn't pick me up because she didn't wake up early enough this morning but that was before I found out I'm fucking pregnant.

I felt her nod her head and then she let me out of her embrace and grabbing her books off the ground. She grabbed her books, then we started walking down the hall noiselessly to get my shit. I get all my shit and literally throw into my locker stupidly because all my pencils and shit went everywhere on the empty hallway floor. We picked up all my stuff me sniffling a lot and stopping to clean my glasses off from the tears that fell on the lends. I put all the shit that fell back in my locker before quietly closing my locker.

We started walking to the teachers lounge. You see Maricella and I are experts about skipping school because A. We can get away with it since Maricella has a recording of my mom saying 'I'm sorry to say this but Rocky Hunter is sick today' and I have one that says the same in her mom's voice but it says 'Maricella Derk' instead of 'Rocky Hunter' oh and B. Because I stole a key from a teacher for the teachers lounge so we can just jump out the window that's on the main floor.

We we unlock the door to the teachers lounge, Maricella closing the door behind her, I walk to the window wiping off falling and upcoming tears, I open the window, and jump out before the alarm starts going off that always happens. I help Maricella out since she sprained her ankle last week when she was playing soccer with her brother Joseph. She has a little limp when she walks so I have to give her a piggy back ride to her car while running. Fun!

I bend over for her to jump on, she jumps on, wraps her arms around my neck, I hold her legs up with my arms, and start running towards her car. I get to the car out of breath, Maricella got of my back once I stopped running, and unlocked the car

We got in the car and put our seat belts on. She backed out of he parking space and once we got out the school parking lot she asked me 'what's wrong?'
"I'm going to have to explain this from a little bit after you texted me you couldn't pick me up." I said and explained everything to her how I found out I was pregnant and I didn't even need to tell her about the rape because I told her the night it happened. I explained to her the Mikey and Gerard thing that happened the I told her about Ray and Gerard coming in the bathroom and how Gerard got it out of me to tell him why I was crying a puking.
"Rocky, I'm sorry sweet girl none of that shit shouldn't of happened to you," she said staring at the road trying not to crash into anyone. "Jack ass you could've made me wreck," she yelled at the guy who just cut her off while honking her horn so she could get his attention to flip him off. We both flipped the jack ass off and had a silent ride the rest of the way to the tree house where we had for hanging out.

We got there about fifteen minutes later and just spent the day just hanging out in the small tree house talking about how cute Brendan Urie, Andy Biersack, and Ronnie Radke

Notes

Yeah so like the description says I'm going to be updating a lot this weekend and Monday too so yeah. I'm sorry if this was a really shitty chapter!


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