Make Me Really Smile, Again.

I drop down on my knees on the cold, icy sidewalk that was painful on my weak knees.
"I'm-I'm sorry I-I didn't mean to run into you it was an accident I wasn't looking. Please, please, please don't hurt me," I pleaded with me hands together and shaking them. He was tall compared to my short "5'5 figure he was probably "5'7 or "5'8. He was wearing black skinny jeans, black converse, a plan black unzipped hoodie, and a Dresden Dolls T-shirt.
"Don't worry about it I won't hurt you I'm a lover not a fighter," he said outstretching his hand for me to grab. I hesitantly grab his hand, he pulled me up trying his best not to fall down with me, only three inches between each other and our eyes locked. He kind hazel eyes with a layer of eyeliner, he had a wide smile that made me smile not a fake smile a real one, and his messy, greasy, jet black hair.
"Umm... Thanks," I said as he let go of my hand and unlocked our eyes. He looked around like he was waiting for someone or something. "I'm Rocky by the way," I said looking at my shoes and digging the front of my black knee high converse into the ice.
"Gerard and the idiot I can see out of the corner of my eye is my brother Mikey," he said and there was a little slapping sound twice. I look up to see an offend kid probably fourteen but he was taller than his brother by about an inch but he was younger than Gerard you could tell.
"Hey!" Mikey exclaimed slamming his foot on the ice just right causing him to fall down hard on the ice making a loud thud. I bend over and outstretch my hand for the boy.
"Need help up clumsy?" I laughed at the young boy furious on an ice non-salted sidewalk. he grab my hand but instead of waiting for me to pull him up, he pulled me on the ground, scaring the shit out of me. He was laughing but I was petrified, I squirmed away from him, stood up in the grass, and started to run away from the two boys only slowing down to make sure I didn't fall on driveways. That's how my raped started a guy fell, I tried to help him up, he pulled me down on the ground, pinned me to it, and rapped me in an alley.

I get to the school and find an empty bench because I'm always early to school so the doors aren't unlocked yet. The boys show up out of breath across the street they look around trying to find me they don't see me until Mikey looks straight ahead. He taps Gerard on the shoulder and points at me when they start to run across the street the doors open. I push through the crowd of teens and run all the way to my locker. I quickly put in my combination because I was still in a rush. 49-19-05 I told myself mentally.
"Hey, emo whore why in such a rush?" Gordon Woods hollered at me laughing while I throw my backpack on the hook.
"Very original," I said rolling my eyes at him. Douche bag. He only laughed at my comment. I grab my binder, pencils, and my journal full of my writings. I love my first hour and eighth hour.

I get to my class before the teacher Mrs. Collins, I through my stuff on the desk that every teacher keeps out in the hall, and have the sudden urge to puke. I run to the bathroom down the hall holding my mouth. I run into the first stall luckily the bathroom is empty, and puke my guts up and crying my ass off.
"Ray, do you hear that?"

Notes

I'll update tomorrow bye.


Bria/ Famous Dead