~Four Days Later~

My prediction about my nightmare was correct. In fact I have only slept four times and that was only two nights. I would fall asleep and then wake up and fall asleep again until morning. So I haven't slept for two nights and I'm starting to look like one of the people from A Nightmare On Elm Street. I've been using coffee as my source of staying awake; I would drink my TONS of energy drinks but I've read online that coffee in general isn't very good for babies coffee's something they'd rather you have than energy drinks so... Yeah.

"Honey, Rocky, time to get dressed! You're gonna be late! That means you better hurry," she yells quickly like some rapid squirrel from an old cartoon. I let her try a monster. Not a good idea on my part.
"Okay, Ma! And know more monsters for you," I yell back as I get off my bed remembering I wore socks to bed last night so the floor wouldn't bother me. As I turn on my music I hear a loud groan translating to: "NOOOOOO! YOU CANT TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME!"

I chuckle quietly as my second favorite song comes on: 'Just The Girl' by The Click Five. I hum along as I pick out my clothes:
"... She laughs at my dreams
But dream about her laughter.
As strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after.
(A/N the corus [what I'm going into now] is my favorite part.) 'Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else.
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more.
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for..." I throw my clothes on the bed and start stripping down. I decided against taking a shower knowing and I'd be really late if I did that. As I turn around to grab my skinny jeans off my bed I find myself looking in the mirror staring at my growing belly. I'm getting kind of worried about how fast I'm growing and I'm only six weeks almost seven in five days.

I grab my skinny jeans and easily slip them over my legs. The button wasn't as easy. I spent five minutes trying to button them but finally giving up and grabbing a pair of black sweat pants with two white stripes on the sides. I pull my bra on, put on my black tank top, and lastly my white with yellow Fall Out Boy shirt. "... She's just the girl I'm lookin' for." I sung the last line. The next song came on and it's my all time no joke favorite song ever. 'Mr. Brightside' by The Killers. I sing along as I walk into my bathroom and start brushing out my hair.
"I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doin' just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It was only a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss." -I put down my hairbrush, grab a washcloth off the rack of them, put it under cold water and start scrubbing my face thoroughly and rough-
"Now I'm falling asleep
And she calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head

But she's touching his-
Chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go..." I throw the washcloth in my dirtyclothes basket and start flat ironing my hair. I turn off my flat iron and start applying my eyeliner, eyeshadow, and mascara in that order.

I walk back in my room, slid my glasses on, sling my backpack over my shoulder, and grab my phone, turning off its blaring music. Woohoo time for school! A day full of taunting and teasing.
(A/N If you don't play sims you need to know that Woohoo in sims means dirty sex.)

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"Rocky you need to get sleep," Gerard says walking me home.
"I know I do but I just can't. Okay Gee?"
"No, not okay. Won't you even try to sleep? Please." He gives me the puppy dog face. Even though it's adorable I'm not giving in.
"No. I'm not sleeping Gerard. You wouldn't understand."
"I would understand if you would quit being so stubborn and just tell me why you aren't sleeping." I sigh. He's right. Why dose he always have to be right?
"I've been having nightmares."
"About?"
"Man, you're as persistent as Mikey says."
"I know now tell me before I become even more persistent."
"About..." I pause trying to figure out how to phrase it and decide just to say it, "My rape."
"Oh... Well, I can fix that easily," he claims happily. I guess I phrased it in the right way.
"And how's that?"
"You need a change of scenery. A different place to sleep in besides yours or Maricella's houses," he explains, "so why don't you stay over at my place tonight and if my plan doesn't work you need to tell your doctor about it Saturday at you check up."

Yeah I have regular two week check ups apposed to one month check ups because I have a greater risk of miscarrying because I'm having twins. With a single you have one out of thousand chance of miscarrying but when you're have twins or multiples you've got a five hundred to a thousand chance of miscarrying.
"Ok, fine we'll try but you're asking my mom not me. She'll think I invited myself over."

Notes

Okay I know WAY over due. I wanted to do update Saturday but my Uncle Doug past away and I had to pack to go to St. Louis to go to his funeral. Well none of the places we went to had any wifi for me to update on.

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Just The Girl is actually my ex- girlfriend's favorite song. I'm still in love with her if you couldn't tell. But you wanna know what she did to me on the last day of school!?! She comes up to me and says: "I need to tell you something... Never mind I can't do it..." And of course I'm all like tell me. Well she's looked at the ground and says: "I'm dating Brett." BRETT IS MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND!!! MY EX- GIRLFRIEND IS DATING MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND!!! BRETT KNOWS IM STILL IN LOVE WITH HER BUT HE GOES AND DATES HER AND THEN HE HAS THE GUTS TO ASK ME WHY THE THE FUCK AM I CRYING!?! OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES BRETT!!!