
My Darkest Desire
It's Okay
*Frank*
The car ride back was fairly silent, only Gerard’s small, but heart-breaking sobs resounding around the car.
As we got ‘home’ it was safe to say I felt a little more alive, like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders, a weight I had bared way before Gerard came into my life.
However refreshed I was feeling, I also felt horrible seeing the way my admission had affected Gerard, he looks so...broken.
“Gerard” I whispered placing a hand on his shoulder.
He looked up, his red puffy eyes creating a stark contrast with his pale white skin. It hurt to see him like this.
“Gerard, Gerard, look at me, I am not going to lie and say I’m fine, but I’m trying, I will get better, I’ll get better for you, for us, Gerard, I love you, so please, don’t feel hurt or sad, everything will be okay”I whispered.
He nodded and a small, tiny, smile broke out upon his gorgeous face.
“I am sorry, for being so pathetic I mean, I’ve always been like this, when a family member would fall ill or get depressed, I would cry for hours to Mikey” he spoke.
That made me up-wait! Mikey? As in the weird kid who stares? That Mikey?
“M-mikey?” I asked.
He looked shocked.
“As in the Mikey I knew and befriended, was that another one of your games? Huh?” I questioned, annoyance overtaking any reasonable emotion.
“I’m sorry, he doesn’t know what I’ve done, he went to that school to I could find out more about you, I really am a sad, twisted excuse for a man aren’t I? Look, I’m sorry, I completely forgot about Mikey” he said.
“I-it’s okay, sorry I overreacted. Let’s just go to bed, yeah?” I asked.
As we got into bed, I cuddled into Gerard as he wrapped his arms around me. “Everything will be good, I promise” Gerard whispered as I fell asleep.
Notes
*wipes away tear*
I am sad to say this is the last chapter, I feel like the story is beginning to become too dragged out.
This is the first story I have really kinda liked that was written by myself as I usually despise my own work.
But fear not! There will be an epilogue, at the moment I am not sure if there will be a sequel, but at the moment I'm more against it.
Thank you all for reading, and commenting and voting and subscribing, you are all amazing!
I will also be re-writing Which Way? which may interest some of you
Miss MCR
Just read this, start to finish! Absolutely love it!!!! (; X
5/13/14