
My Darkest Desire
Pain
*Frank*
I lay snuggled up to Gerard on his bed.
“Gerard?”
“Mhhmm” he hummed.
“I’m hungry” I giggled.
“We have no food” Gerard frowned.
“I can go get some?” I offered.
“Sure, take some money from my wallet, you can also take the car if you want” he replied.
“Sure, thanks” I grinned.
I hopped out of the bed, took forty dollars from Gerard’s wallet and jumped into the car. I drove around a while looking for a supermarket, I didn’t have any luck so ended up near my mom’s house. I knew I would have to be extra careful so as not to be spotted by anyone.
I jumped out of the car money in hand.
I strolled into the shop grabbing whatever looked relatively appealing and the basic necessities. I got to the checkout thanking whatever god there was that the cashier didn’t recognise me.
I loaded the groceries into the trunk as walked to the door to get in.
I stopped abruptly as a hand curled around my arm. SHIT.
I looked up to the person holding me like a deer caught in the headlights.
“Steve?” I questioned, shocked.
He nodded wordlessly and dragged me into the desolate alley behind the supermarket. I was terrified was he going to hand me in? Beat me up?
“Joe is dead because of you” he stared coldly.
“He was in love with you” he spat venomously.
I stood there, not daring to move or speak.
“I loved him” he announced sadly.
My head snapped up to his. The two people bullying me because of my sexuality were both just the same.
“Seeming as I can’t have him. How about I explore what he wanted” he grinned maliciously.
I was standing there confused until I was roughly shoved up against the wall. The breath was knocked out of me. I was still unsure of his plans.
He then roughly shoved his mouth onto mine, my eyes widened and I began to struggle to get out of his grasp.
Tears were streaming down my face by the time he began unbuckling my belt.
****
I lay on the cold alley floor, bleeding. He stole my virginity.
I clambered up from the floor, got in the car and drove to Gerard’s.
I sat in the car, not daring to get out. He would hate me. Did I cheat on him? I don’t know.
Ten minutes later a confused looking Gerard emerged from the house.
He walked up to my door and pulled it open. I didn’t realise I was crying until I felt Gerard’s thumb brush away a few tears.
“Frankie, you’re bleeding!” Gerard exclaimed. He pulled me into his arms and I cried.
“H-he raped m-me” I sobbed.
Gerard went stiff beneath me.
“Who?” he asked coldly.
I shook my head. “I don’t want to talk a-about it, n-not yet” I sobbed.
“Please just hold me?” I pleaded.
Gerard did just that, he took me to his bedroom and I sobbed while he held me protectively.
“I’ll kill him” Gerard stated, the statement was so serious I knew he would and what’s worse is I want him to.
Notes
So depressing chapter...
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5/13/14