The World Is Ugly But You're Beautiful To Me

Sarah's POV
Another week has passed since I've seen Gerard. Of coarse we talk and text with the guys. Frank would send me pictures of cute puppies. I've been so busy with college that I completely forgot that I was suppose to see the guys today. I look at the clock. 3:47. I sigh. I'm suppose to be at the same coffee shop we were at before at 4:00. I quickly rush around my room. I slip on a large marilyn manson hoodie and put on black tights. I tie up my black converse and head out. I get there in ten minutes. I sigh in relief and park the car. I jump out and swing the keys on my finger. I go inside and scan the room. I see Frank frantically waving. I chuckle and walk over there. I sit next to Gerard. Frank and Mikey are on the opposite side of us. I smile at them.
"Hey guys," I say.
"Hi," everyone says.
"Where's Ray?" I ask.
"Oh. He's going to see this girl today," Mikey says in a high pitch voice. I laugh.
"Aw cute!" I say. That is cute that Ray is off on a date.
I swing my legs back and forth under the table.
"Ha! Your feet don't touch the floor," Gerard says and pokes my rib. I smirk.
"Whatever. " I say and slap his thigh.
"So what have you guys been up to?" I ask.
"Well we have been working on some new stuff," Gerard says.
"Gerard is currently obsessed with the concept with revenge. So we are tying that to the story of the album. " Mikey says. I nod.
"Oh that's good," I state.
"You should come to the studio and help us!" Frank says.
"You guys have a studio?" I ask.
"Oh we forgot to tell you but we gave it some thought on signing on a big record deal and we signed up onto Warner records!" Gerard squeals. Yes squeal. I smile.
"Awesome, that's great guys!"
"But yeah, you should come by and write stuff with us!" Gerard says in agreement.
"Sounds fun," Mikey's phone starts to ring.
"Be right back," he mumbles and takes his phone out and walks outside. I shrug.
"So how's college?" Frank asks. I shrug again.
"I'm thinking about dropping out. No point I'm already failing. I should have graduated like two years ago but I changed my major. "
"To?"
"Art, it's not that fun," I mumble.
"Well what do you want to do?" Gerard asks not rudely but in curiosity.
"Maybe open a comic book shop and make my own comics or maybe a band. I know it sounds dumb-"
"Nah of coarse not. I dropped out to be in a band. I'm doing good. " frank says.
"Thanks," I mumble and smile. Mikey comes back. His eyes are puffy and red.
"G-Gerard can I talk to you," he whispers. I give Frank a confused look and he gives me a concerned look.
"Sure Mikes ," he says and gets up slowly. Frank and I are in dead silence are minds are swarming with thoughts on what could have happened. Gerard comes back dragging his feet. He towers over us. His skin is much paler than before and his face is covered with sticky tears.
"She died," he croaks out.
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