I'm sick of pretending I'm okay,
I'm sick of you pretending to care,
I'm sick of this helpless feeling.

I try, and try to make the world seem okay, to make it seem livable,
But it doesn't work,
It's still as ugly as ever,

My silence screams my fear,
My attitude is just a mask,
Can you even see that this isn't the real me?
Can anyone hear my silent pleas,
My desperate cry for help?

I'm all alone in this world so cold,

But does anyone notice?

Does anyone really care, or an I that girl who sits in the corner feeling like no one really care?

I'm sick.

Sick of this heartbeat,

Sick of this feeling,

Sick pretending the world is what it isn't,

Sick of people acting like they care,

Can't anyone see I'm not the real me,

My silence screams my fear,
My attitude is just a mask,
Can you even see that this isn't the real me?
Can anyone hear my silent pleas,
My desperate cry for help?

I'm sick.

Sick of this heartbeat,

Sick of this feeling,

Sick pretending the world is what it isn't,

Sick of people acting like they care,

Can't you see?

Are blind to me?
Can you not hear what is not the real me?

My silence screams my fear,
My attitude is just a mask,
Can you even see that this isn't the real me?
Can anyone hear my silent pleas,
My desperate cry for help?

I'm sick.

Sick of this heartbeat,

Sick of this feeling,

Sick pretending the world is what it isn't,

Sick of people acting like they care,


Can't anyone see I'm not the real me?