My life as we know it is over. I give up. I'm tired of this life, of getting bullied. Of teachers not noticing, or just not caring. Tired of everything going wrong. At least I have some vodka and some sleeping pills. I hope Frank doesn't find out. He'll be mad. Eh... I doubt he'll keep his promise. 'Till the end Gerard, I will stay with you. I'll keep you alive.' Ha... I doubt it. he's always off with her, Jamia as he calls her. No more will he have to put up with me. As I slowly walk to my basement room I take a good look around. Mentally saying goodbye to the things I will miss. I get into my room and get out a sheet of paper. Time to write my final goodbyes. Oh what to say? I start writing when I notice tears falling. I know I'm not crying. Who could be? I look up to see Franks tear stained face.

"Crap... uh Frank, please don't cry, or get mad... I... I-i just can't take it anymore! I can't! I hate my life! I just c-can't deal with it anymore!" I plead him not to say anything to my parents.

"G-gerard," he whispers obviously choking up. "w-why? Pills and vodka? You think death is the answer to everything?!! Gerard no! Please! I'm begging you," he hugs me tightly, " please, please, please don't do it!!"

"I'm sorry Frankie... I just... I have to." I hug but to try and comfort him, knowing it's useless though.

"I need you, you're the only thing keeping the light behind my eye, if you leave I go to... please. I need you..." He is full on sobbing now. I'm starting to tear up as well. I wish I could just tell him I love him. He has always been like a brother to me. We grew up together. Played together. Were freaks and outcast together. Then I lost him to her right when I needed him most.

"Don't you have Jamia?" I spit, "she can help you move one."

"Huh?" He seems confused.

"You know, that girl you always hang around and whom you spend most of your time with noe and days."

"Gerard, we're in History class together. We were paired up for a project due near the end of the school year. We both hate each other and agreed to get it out of the way so we don't have to be near each other."

"Oh..." was my intelligent response.

"Yeah 'oh...' Gerard please don't leave me here all alone. They'll get to me. Promise me till the end you'll stay by me? Please?" His body violently shakes as he sobs harder and harder.

Letting out a shaky sigh I softly say, "Till the end Frankie, till the end"

Notes

Okay so I am thinking about continuing this. I'll try and update this about once or more a week. Thanks for the support! First time I showed anybody my writings! I am also going to fix any bad spelling in this later tonight. Okay guys as my readers, should I turn this into Frerard or not?