The Only Hope For Me Is You

I had to walk home on my first day of school. My house was only a block away from the school, but damn a ride home would have been nice. Ever since I told my mom I was bi she has treated me differently. I used to be her whole world, and although I like my space, I kinda miss it. I walked into the house and dropped my notebook on the kitchen table. I walked into the kitchen to get some snacks to take downstairs for when the guys came over. I'm not going to lie, I'm pretty excited about hanging out with all the guys but more importantly I'm excited to know what that Gerard kid is all about. He seemed sweet but dangerous. To be honest just thinking about him was kinda getting me hard. Just then I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket. I pulled it out and read the text,
Aye it's Toro. Cool if we head over?
Sure. Do you need directions? I typed back.
Nah man. Just tell me what your house looks like and we'll find it.
K. It's white with a dark blue door and shudders.
Cool. See ya in a sec.
I slid my phone back into my pocket and headed downstairs to straighten up a bit. My room reeked of cigarette smoke, I hope that didn't bother the guys. I shoved everything on my floor into my closet except for my ash tray which I set on my entertainment center. I put a movie in, one of my favorites, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. I mean what else did the guys have in mind? Just then I heard the doorbell ring, but before I could get to the door Brendon was leading the other guys into the house. Lovely. I'd known them for five hours and they were already breaking into my house. My heart sank when Jon closed my front door and there was no sign of Gerard. But then my phone began to ring. My ringtone was Black Coffee by Black Flag. I love that fucking song.
"Hello?" I said into the speaker, cutting off the song.
"Hey. Is this Frank?" Said a semi-familiar voice on the other line.
"Yes... who is this?" I said looking up at the guys. All of them had strange looks on their faces, all except for Mikey. Was this a joke?
"Gerard. Remember I met you today."
My heart went from stable to uncontrollably beating twelve times the pace it should be. His voice was so sexy.
"Oh yea. Hey Gerard." I tried to say as casually as I could. I wanted to scream. But I didn't.
"What does your house look like? I'm on Burgundy Street right now. That's your street right?" he asked.
"Um. Yea. There other guys are here so just look for their car." I said, trying not to sound to shaky. Just then Brendon took my phone out of my hands.
"Hey Gee. The Batmobile is outside Franks house just look for it then come in."
"Okay." I heard Gerard say while Brendon was closing my phone to hand it back to me.
"Batmobile..?" I asked looking up at him.
"Yea. That's what we've called my electric blue Colbolt ever since I got it. It just stuck I guess." Brendon smiled while putting his arm around Ryan. Ryan nuzzled himself into Brendon's arm. Just as my front door was opened again, but this time a headful of bright red hair was at the doorway. I couldn't look away. He had these gorgeous hazel eyes that even the devil would fall in love with. His hair messy but not greasy or tangled. His lips so small yet so kissable. And that pixie nose of his made me go insane. I realized I was beginning to blush and quickly turned my attention to the floor. We had hardwood in the kitchen..? Hm. the front door closed gently and I heard and angelic voice say my name. It took me a second to realize Gerard had asked me a question.
"What do you have planned for us Frankie-boy?" He said making his was over to me.
"Well um I put in a movie downstairs and got some snacks so we-" I was cutoff by Jon when he said,
"Guys, I've got some stuff if you wanna blaze up."
"Sounds like a plan." Ryan said with a smirk. Brendon looked down at him with loving eyes kissing the top of his head.
"You smoke Frank?" Mikey asked. I had smoked cigarettes since I was twelve so that adds up to be about three years. But I had only smoked pot once in my life. It was okay, when I wasn't coughing my lungs up. I had gone to a party durning the summer with my 'boyfriend' (more like fuck buddy) Kellin. He smoked a lot and wanted to do it high one night so I agreed. Let's just say we didn't do it that night.
"Ive only smoked pot once." I told Mikey.
"Well getting high with us is the best thing ever." Spencer laughed.
"Damn straight." Added Gerard.
We all laughed and I led the guys downstairs into my room. Gerard automatically took a spot on my bed and everyone else sat on my floor leaving no room for me so I sat next to Gerard on the bed. Although I was as far away as I could possibly be from him I could still feel the butterflies in my stomach. This boy definitely had something. He patted the spot next to him.
"I don't bit ya know." He smirked. "All the time." he added quickly with a wink making me giggle like a little school girl. Jon rolled up the joint and we began to pass it around. About two hits in I was already feeling dizzy so I laid down.
"Already? We just met Frank, but if you want to then I'm not going to argue." Gerard said to me pecking my lips softly with his. I wanted to just do it with him right now but then I remembered that I did just meet him and this brother and best friends were in the room. I sat back up, speaking before I could think, I shouted
"LET'S PLAY TRUTH OR DARE!"
Gerard's eyes lit up like a Christmas tree saying,
"Ohh me first" what have I done? I'm afraid this is going to turn out one of two ways, one i'd end up doing something stupid and most likely sexual or two I'd admit something I didn't want anyone to know. Thankfully Brendon spoke up saying he had to get Ryan home before his dad flipped. Brendon, Ryan, Mikey, Toro, Spencer and Jon all exited my basement bedroom then exited the house. It took me a couple of seconds before I realized Gerard was still sitting on my bed staring at me. I couldn't tell if it was because he was high or not but he had this longing look in his eyes. We sat for a couple of minutes looking into each others eyes, I broke the silence saying,
"Gerard my mom is going to be home soon you should probably get home before she gets here."
"Do I have to? I want to stay here looking into your eyes forever." He pouted. I didn't want him to leave but if my mom came into my room and I was looking passionately into a strange guys eyes she'd shit bricks.
"I'll see you tomorrow Gerard." I told him. Rejecting my own wants. Besides if he wanted me, I wasn't going to just through myself at him. He'd have to fight for me. I'm not easy. I walked him out of my bedroom and house and then to his car. I watched as his black BMW left my street. I walked back into the house exhausted. I leisurely made my way to my bed. I fell fast asleep.

Notes

So the first two chapters are kinda slow but bare with me, I promise it get's better. Thank you so so so much for reading(: DON'T FORGET TO GIVE ME FEEDBACK. I love you guys.