So Long & Goodnight

I
I honestly couldn't feel
couldn't breathe
couldn't even fucking believe what I had just been told
I was gonna die?
And...
what about Gee? Had he been infected?
And... Oh god my parents!
Everything was just racing in my mind.
I vaguely heard the nurse saying something about leaving me alone to process for a while.
I couldn't even remember if I nodded or not... I was just glad to be alone.
Why the fuck did this have to happen to me?
I....I was gonna die!
I was... gonna be.. dead....

WELL, if that was truly the case...
I would just
Just
Just
End it on my own accords.
I would commit. That very day.

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