So Long & Goodnight

Great. The awkward Gee kid was following me. I totally hated that!
Or did I?
Yes, I did. I hated him and I wasn't gay.
Mom and dad would kill me. I hated him. I hated him...
I looked behind me. There he was... with his fucking perfect lips. Damn... He looked so sad. Was that my fault? I noticed he was also sort of clutching his stomach.. why would he do that? Was he ill? I was so caught up in staring at him, I walked into an opening door..
Oh my god, could this day be any worse?
Oh yes it could. Everyone started laughing at me and Gee...
Gee stood up for me!
And YES, that was bad! Because that meant he liked me.
And I didn't like him. I had to tell him
"Yo fag. Yes you, Gee! I'm not a bloody homo, okay? Fuck off. I don't love you. I don't even like you."
FUCK. Why did I do that? That kid was pretty nice...
No. I hated him.
And now he started to cry! Oh no, awkward Gee kid, please don't cry...
Damn, then I felt guilty. But I couldn't back down now. I couldn't say I was sorry. Everyone was laughing and cheering.. I had an actual chance to make friends at this school!
I had to keep this up... as much as it made me hate myself, I had to.

Notes

Sooo, that's chapter 3 :) please comment!