So Long & Goodnight

"Hurry up Frankie!"
I heard my mom calling me but I couldn't care less. I didn't want to go to this stupid new school. I didn't want to be in this stupid new house... I let my gaze slide through this room. I refused to call it my room. My eyes locked onto a picture of me and Jazzie, my girlfriend. Or rather, former girlfriend, she had dumped me when she heard I was moving. She didn't believe in long distance relationships. I didn't even know why I kept the damned picture there. It made me feel bad. I picked it up angrily and smashed it to the wall. The glass from the frame shattered and the pic darteled to the floor. I started to cry softly. I hated my new life already....
"FRANK IERO! WHAT IS THAT DAMNED NOISE! YOU KEEP IT DOWN ALREADY AND GET TO SCHOOL!" my dad sounded pretty angry, but I knew he was just trying to help me.
I walked towards one of the boxes my belongings were still stashed in and picked some clothing. black shirt, ripped skinny jeans. Grey hoodie.
When I got downstairs, my mother had packed my bag for me. It was sweet, but I didn't want her to. I didn't want her to be able to look inside my bag and find my... "Good luck today son!" my mother interrupted my thoughts quickly and suddenly. I suppose she hadn't found it then. I downed my breakfast (cereal) and kissed my mom goodbye. "Give 'em hell, kid!" my dad yelled after me. I ran off to catch the bus to school.

I was pretty late, due to my own reluctance to get it together and go to school, so there was only one spot left in the bus. Great, looked like I had to sit next to the awkward kid...
"Don't be mean," my own thoughts told me. "Give the fellow a shot."
So I did.
"Hey dude, I'm Frankie. I'm new. And you are..."
Those are the words I spoke while setting myself down.
The awkard kid looked at me, terrified to be spoken to.
"I'm Gerard... but you can call me Gee." He managed after a while.
God, this was gonna be one awkward busride...

But actually, I was wrong. The awkward Gee kid turned out to be quite nice, once he opened up his mouth. And did I already mention how beautiful that mouth is? My gosh, I was hypnotized! All of a sudden that hour drive to school didn't seem too bad.
We talked about pretty much everything. He looked quite similar to me in clothing, really.
He wore a black skinny jeans too, just not ripped. And his hoodie was black. I wondered if he was wearing anything underneath that...
What the fuck!
"Dude. You're straight. Don't think like that." A voice inside my head was punishing me for my dirty thoughts. Gee had just finished talking about his dog and looked at me oddly. "What?" I asked. But I already noticed before he said a thing. I was totally blushing... Oh dear, why did this have to happen to me?
Did I like this guy?
Already?
Was that even possible?
AND MY PARENTS!
Oh God, they would kill me if I liked a boy....
Shit, I should totally get away from this kid.
As soon as the bus stopped I got out, not looking back and not saying a word to Gee anymore.
This had to stop now.

Notes

Sooo, comments are very welcome :) but please don't be harsh guys.
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