Goodnite, Dr. Death

I don’t know how long I’ve been here. I don’t know. Yes I am still myself but for how long. For a long time now I had been pretending to take that awful pill since I knew the effect. Now they know I get an injection instead. Who knows how long I have left until im a bat.

Yeah I guess there is a hell of a lot of explaining to do. Well let’s start with the helium war. Everyone just went mad. Bombs were dropped and innocent people were killed. That is when Better living industries raised. At first they were lifesaving, better hospitals and school. At first no one noticed how everything was black and white maybe grey. No one saw how the colour was gone. When people became mindless. They acted too perfect. 4 year old without scraped knees and teenagers not sneaking out to party. In fact no parties.

A few did notice after a while and stopped taking the pills that we were told were just to help us stay healthy. People started to rebel, they left battery city and became killjoy. I know that there are loads of them and they have fun and dress brightly. That’s what I wanted to be. Once they killjoys began fighting against BL/ind they set up an exterminator unit. This was filled with Dracs and Scarecrows. Dracs where clones of a man long forgotten. Scarecrows were also clones but mutated ones. They were a hell of a lot stronger and smarter. They were led by Korse. The highest exterminator one of the worst people you can ever meet. Someone who makes my life a living hell.

I never took the pills in the first place always a rebel. I am now 18 i think. I know that at my last birthday before I got caught escaping I turned 14 but I have been here for a while at least 4 years. I felt so stupid. Right after I turned 14 I tried to get to killjoy base 1. I knew it was in zone 6 and looked like a diner. I only got to zone 3 when a white van filled with Dracs pulled up beside me. I tried to run but they easily grabbed me.

I sigh rethinking how stupid I was walking in the open. I lay down on the bed in my tiny cell. The door opened and I was grabbed and dragged into another room. I didn’t even struggle this is what happened daily. I was pushed onto a chair while Korse took the seat opposite me.

“So how you feeling kaitlin” He asked

I said nothing I just spat at him. Big mistake. He stood up grabbed me and flung me against a wall. These sessions as Korse called them. Are just for my torture and his pleasure. He knows I don’t know anything about the killjoys except from where they are. I still haven’t told him that. I might not know the killjoys but I am loyal and the day I chose to try and become a killjoy I chose my side.

“Now little Kait that is no way to treat me I am the one who’s in charge here” He said calmly before smashing my head of the wall.

He went on to grab my hair and drag me back to my seat. I didn’t mind the pain. At least I felt something.

“Its time for your pill anyway” He spat

“I thought I got injections now” I whispered

“No we made a much stronger pill. It will make you normal 2x faster” He smirked

“You can’t make me take it”I shouted

“Oh dear Kaitlin we can” He said back

Suddenly four Dracs lunged at me. Pinning my legs and arms down. The forced open my mouth and shoved a pill down my throat. Reflex’s made me swallow. At that moment I hated myself. I had let them win something I had promised myself I would never do.

They repeated the procedure for getting me to take the pills over the next four days. I needed help I was desperate. I wrote in this tiny diary I had my thought. Noting how they were less violent every night. I just wanted to be saved. I just wanted the killjoys to come.

I couldn’t take it. I broke; I burst into tears shouting into the dark. I curled into a ball sobs exscaping me.

I don't know how long i have left.
I can feel myself changing. Changing for the worst.
It’s the pills.
Help. Killjoys if you hear me. Help

That’s when the door opened.

Notes

Yeah yeah i know. First chapters are always boring but stay with me killjoys
~Keep your boots tight