
Life isn't fair
Chapter 6
They arose the next morning in small droves. Each awoke differently than the last. First was Frank who burst with energy. He bound from his bed in a hurry.
In his waking Frank woke Gerard who groaned out curse words. He seemed displeased to see the time. He wished to be home beside his wife. He began to tear up. Frank rushed to his aid though, whispering,
"What is it Gee?"
"I miss Bandit and Lyn-z! I just want to go home."
Frank wrapped his much smaller body around Gerard. Frank began to tear up at the thought of his own family. They longed to be back with them which might make them strive to get out sooner than the rest.
Tyler and Josh both awoke in Tyler's bed this morning. They separated quickly as they are not together in that particular way. They desperately try to tell everyone that, but many doubt the truth.
Billie softly placed a kiss on Tre's cheek that morning. It was a small, but much needed sigh of affection. All humans need to feel desired, loved, and nurtured for. Each one holds the same pathological needs.
Andy snored loudly in the next bed over. Joe tossed a pillow at him playfully. As the pillow collided with Andy's face he sat up stunned. Joe laughed viciously at Andy's expression of anger for being woken, but it soon softened.
Mike smiled wistfully at the dream of his wife. He wanted to hold her softly in his arms, caress her beautiful face. She seemed so close yet so distant. Hayley awoke with a sudden burst. She had seen the tattooed mess of a man in her dreams that were better to be called nightmares. He was as broken as she was beginning to feel, as they were all beginning to feel. She shook silently in a cold sweat, even under the huge blanket that laid upon her.
Pete snored loudly mutter under his breath in his sleep. Mikey couldn't sleep from the thoughts swirling inside his head. He kept trying to idle his mind, but nothing seemed to keep thoughts of her from haunting his broken memories. Days pass yet Mikey still feels an ache within his heart as Pete opens his eyes yawning into wakefulness.
Patrick is hiding his face underneath the blanket wishing for some type of normalcy. He longs for stability. Strange is how humans work for something so unreachable. Change is undeniable, unpredictable, but most of all certain to happen. Ray hear a muffled cough that awoke him, though the noise was not produced by Patrick. In the door way stood Dallon. He looked dreadful. He sniffled softly walking into the room. He had a tear rolling down his pale cheek. Ray looked up whispering,
"Are you alright Dallon?"
He shrugged his shoulders as to avoid speaking.
"I know how you feel buddy. You miss your family, so do I."
Ray said it so matter of factly, that it lacked any true emotion. A master of hiding his feelings. Patrick let his nurturing side come out huddling around Dallon protectively.
Brendon has been awake for half and hour, Ryan still curled into his side sweetly. He could hear Ryan's breathing shaky as though he were having a nightmare, but are they not living one? Simply put; yes. Brendon feels Ryan stir awake. His eyes flutter open softly. Ryan whispers into Brendon's bare skin,
"I had hoped is was a dream, but I have failed. I hate it here. I hate my life! I just want to die."
Brendon feels the sting of a tear about to escape,
"Don't you say that! You know how I feel about you Ry!"
"No Brendon, I really don't." Ryan muttered in a hurt voice.
"I still love you, but I'm married to Sara now." Brendon mumbled the last bit as if in discontent with the facts of his life.
"I know B, I know." Ryan felt the tears dying to get out, but he held them tightly.
All humans feel emotion, some less than others. They all have undeniable needs. They try desperately to block out natural feelings and create their own vision. Humans are strange creatures that want to change everything in their very nature. They never feel content with what they have been endowed with. They always long for more, even considered better things. They believe they are the best so thus must have the best. Little do humans know they are on a level playing field with everything that realistically lies around them.
Notes
Chapter six is done. Do you like? Does it feel right? I like this story and a friend has been giving me her feedback as well so she gives me ideas. If you wanna leave ideas send me a message here or on my Tumblr at "Diva-and-dont-forget-it". Okay lovelies see you tomorrow! <3=)
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