"Mikey, why didn't you say something about this?" I asked, quite panicked. "I just...well I....he asked me to keep it from you," Mikey stumbled. "Why?" "I don't known, I guess he just wanted to keep his bad side from you," he answered.

"How long has he been like this?" "It started the night that Pete left him." Mikey seemed to just spill all of this information out. I wonder how he knew so much.

"Where is he?" I asked calmly. "Gerard is in his room, probably trashing it. Listen to me Frank, you can't go in there," Mikey gushed. "Why the hell not Mikey? If he loves me so much why should I be afraid of him?" I yelled.

I must have pissed him off because he started to yell back, "Because Gerard has already downed at least half a bottle of vodka and probably doesn't even remember his own fucking name! And if anything, he may love you, but right now he is pissed with you."

"Why is so upset he so upset with me the? What the fuck did I do?" I screamed. "I don't know. I just know that he is broken inside so badly that you even thinking of leaving him for a second could make him go back to what he was," Mikey screamed back at me.

"What the fuck do you mean, what he was?" Mikey stayed silent for a minute and when he answered it was barely more than a whisper, "Gerard used to be suicidal and do drugs. His alcoholism used to be worse and I'm trying to get him to stop all together. Why do you think I've been living with him for all these years? I have been watching him so he doesn't go back."

Notes

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So guys I hope you don't mind the short chapters. I figured that you would rather have those than nothing. What's your new years resolution? What are you looking forward to in 2014? Leave your answers in the comments, I would love to hear.Personally I'm gonna learn guitar as my resolution. Frank and Ray do make for some pretty epic inspiration. And I can't wait for summer. Love you guys and Happy New Year! :) :) :)