What If They Find Out

"He wasn't thinking rationally. It was early. He didn't mean to hurt you. He was just scared that you'd leave him," Mikey rambled. He'd been trying to convince me to go back to Gerard since I woke up in his arms that evening.

"Those are no excuses," I grumbled. I was still pissed at him. All I did was say I needed some time alone.

Mikey started again, "Gerard had a boyfriend once. His name was Pete Wentz. He loved Pete with all of his heart. One night Pete had Gerard convinced that they would sleep together. And later that night, when Gerard was in bed he found a note. He had been waiting for Pete for two hours so he figured that the note said something like he went to the store or he had a family emergency. However those were not his excuse. Pete's note said that Gerard was such a dumbass for falling for his trick. He wrote that he never loved Gerard and he never would. And most importantly in this situation, it said that Gerard took things way too fast for anyone. That's why he got so upset this morning. You struck a nerve of his that was buried deep inside of him."

I sat there for a few minutes. So that's why he overreacted. I feel so bad for him. Why would anyone be suck a dick to Gerard. What the hell did Gerard do to Pete to deserve that. I have to go to Gerard. I need to help him. I need to talk to him. And mostly I needed to get back together with him. Even if it technically was illegal.

"I've got to go talk to him," I told Mikey, standing up. He put his hand on my thigh and pushed me back down, "I wouldn't do that right now." That made me really concerned and scared and frustrated. "What the hell Mikey?!" I said, my confusion clouding my rationality.

"Gerard has an alcohol problem."

Notes

So sorry about the short chapter guys. But it was killing me not to write and this is all I had time for. Well, what do you think? Remember to comment, rate and subscribe! Love you guys :)