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I woke up after my passing out from all the crying and noticed I was still at Gerard’s. Shit I guess I was just borrowing his clothes for the day. I got up and started getting ready. Gee seriously was an awesome friend he just did what he could for me, and tried to help me in any way which included letting me crash at his house.
It was 7:12 and class started at eight. I woke gee up who was still sound asleep next to me. “gee get up school”
“I’m up” he groaned rolling onto his back. “You sure your ok for school? Cause if not ill skip with you.”
“Gerard I’m fine.” I said seriously. I didn’t need him worrying about me, and if I ditched so would Pete, and I really couldn’t take any more of him at this point. My body was already so used from him, and it made me feel disgusting I’m just happy he wasn’t my first. Actually gee was. It wasn’t awkward between us as friends though because we’d already tried dating one another but we’re too much like brothers for it.
“Frank I trust you ok, but if I see more bruises I’m not going to let it pass without an explanation.” He said giving me a stern look
“Okay now move your ass we have school in…” I paused to look at the clock “twenty minutes”
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It was fifth period right before lunch, and I had study hall today so I was taking the extra forty minutes to sleep, then I’d eat something from the vending machine and sleep the rest of my lunch period.
I was woken by someone pulling my hair and roughly tugging my head up off the desk. “Ow!”
I shot out but was only responded to with a slap to the face. Great it was Pete.
“Where’s your phone?” he said viscously. “I’ve been texting and calling you all day to meet me and I’m left with a fucking boner in a storage closet which isn’t fun frank.” He said making me stand and grab my bag he dragged me by the hand to a storage closet behind the old gym that no one used.
“Did you not want to help me with my boner? Because I could easily get someone else to do it.” he said seriously. Even after all the shit he’s put me through I knew deep inside I didn’t deserve to be cheated on, and it hurt knowing he could just throw me away so easily while I was like a dog on a leash to him.
“Well?”
“Im sorry I-I lost my phone last night.”I felt my eye beginning to swell again from the blow he’d just delivered to my face.
“How’d you lose it huh? Were out being the slut you are and left it at one of your buyer’s houses? You shouldn’t even be thinking of touching anyone else frank we’re in a relationship” he said putting emphasis on relationship. “I’m the only person with a dick that you should ever consider doing sexual things with”
“I’m sorry.” I breathed pathetically.
“And?” he cut in raising an eyebrow at me
“I love you.” I said feeling my heart shatter.
“and how are you going to repay me for leaving me with a boner earlier?”
I thought or tried to think of an acceptable answer I didn’t want to have sex but I felt like if I just said a blow job he wouldn’t be pleased enough. “any way you want me to” was the only answer I could think of.
He smirked and pulled me up into a kiss which was really only tongue and spit not what I would consider kissing. “Let’s ditch”
He told me we’d be going to my house since his mom may be home, and because he knew both of my parents worked during the days. As we were leaving the school to ditch I saw Gerard and Mikey by the vending machine near the exit.
I didn’t want to go with Pete and I was scared of being hit again so as we walked passed them I kicked Mikey in the leg to get their attention. He made an ‘ow’ noise and he and gee both turned to look at who’d kicked him.
Pete thank god wasn’t paying attention, and I was able to make scared face at them letting them know I didn’t want to be leaving with Pete. Mikey didn’t respond but Gerard looked confused then something looked like it clicked in his head. He pointed to his eye and gave me a questioning look.
I realized he was trying to ask if Pete was the reason for the bruise around my eye. I bit my lip about to respond when Pete grabbed my face and leaned me toward him so he could kiss my cheek.
It was 7:12 and class started at eight. I woke gee up who was still sound asleep next to me. “gee get up school”
“I’m up” he groaned rolling onto his back. “You sure your ok for school? Cause if not ill skip with you.”
“Gerard I’m fine.” I said seriously. I didn’t need him worrying about me, and if I ditched so would Pete, and I really couldn’t take any more of him at this point. My body was already so used from him, and it made me feel disgusting I’m just happy he wasn’t my first. Actually gee was. It wasn’t awkward between us as friends though because we’d already tried dating one another but we’re too much like brothers for it.
“Frank I trust you ok, but if I see more bruises I’m not going to let it pass without an explanation.” He said giving me a stern look
“Okay now move your ass we have school in…” I paused to look at the clock “twenty minutes”
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It was fifth period right before lunch, and I had study hall today so I was taking the extra forty minutes to sleep, then I’d eat something from the vending machine and sleep the rest of my lunch period.
I was woken by someone pulling my hair and roughly tugging my head up off the desk. “Ow!”
I shot out but was only responded to with a slap to the face. Great it was Pete.
“Where’s your phone?” he said viscously. “I’ve been texting and calling you all day to meet me and I’m left with a fucking boner in a storage closet which isn’t fun frank.” He said making me stand and grab my bag he dragged me by the hand to a storage closet behind the old gym that no one used.
“Did you not want to help me with my boner? Because I could easily get someone else to do it.” he said seriously. Even after all the shit he’s put me through I knew deep inside I didn’t deserve to be cheated on, and it hurt knowing he could just throw me away so easily while I was like a dog on a leash to him.
“Well?”
“Im sorry I-I lost my phone last night.”I felt my eye beginning to swell again from the blow he’d just delivered to my face.
“How’d you lose it huh? Were out being the slut you are and left it at one of your buyer’s houses? You shouldn’t even be thinking of touching anyone else frank we’re in a relationship” he said putting emphasis on relationship. “I’m the only person with a dick that you should ever consider doing sexual things with”
“I’m sorry.” I breathed pathetically.
“And?” he cut in raising an eyebrow at me
“I love you.” I said feeling my heart shatter.
“and how are you going to repay me for leaving me with a boner earlier?”
I thought or tried to think of an acceptable answer I didn’t want to have sex but I felt like if I just said a blow job he wouldn’t be pleased enough. “any way you want me to” was the only answer I could think of.
He smirked and pulled me up into a kiss which was really only tongue and spit not what I would consider kissing. “Let’s ditch”
He told me we’d be going to my house since his mom may be home, and because he knew both of my parents worked during the days. As we were leaving the school to ditch I saw Gerard and Mikey by the vending machine near the exit.
I didn’t want to go with Pete and I was scared of being hit again so as we walked passed them I kicked Mikey in the leg to get their attention. He made an ‘ow’ noise and he and gee both turned to look at who’d kicked him.
Pete thank god wasn’t paying attention, and I was able to make scared face at them letting them know I didn’t want to be leaving with Pete. Mikey didn’t respond but Gerard looked confused then something looked like it clicked in his head. He pointed to his eye and gave me a questioning look.
I realized he was trying to ask if Pete was the reason for the bruise around my eye. I bit my lip about to respond when Pete grabbed my face and leaned me toward him so he could kiss my cheek.
Please continue writing! I love the story so far :) !! Really excited about what's going to happen next!
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1/14/16