
I am afraid to keep on living
Chapter 70
(Cassie's pov)
I've just promised Gerard that I would never leave him. I'm scared, what if I don't keep the promise? I promised something similar some years ago and I didn't make it. What if it happens the same this time?
I'm afraid that something bad would happen to me and I wouldn't be strong enough to go on. I've always have been very weak, I never was a strong person.
I looked at him lying next to me. He was looking at me with his beautiful hazel eyes that fit perfectly with his pale skin and his dyed black hair. And his smile... he is so perfect...
Then I looked at his neck, he had those marks that the rope left on him when he tried to kill himself because of my fault.
When I jumped off the bridge I caused him so much pain. He didn't deserve it. That's why I have to keep the promise, I can't let him down again.
I moved near him and hugged him. I needed to feel him close to me. I won't ever leave you, Gerard. Because "I love you." I whispered to him. He stroke my back and whispered "I love you too."
Suddenly Gerard's phone started ringing. He sighed and stood up to pick up his phone.
"Yeah?" Gerard said and then he waited for whoever is calling him to answer. He sat on a table while listening to the person on the other side of the phone. "Okay, we will be there soon." Gerard said and hang up.
Gerard left the phone on the table and stood up with a little jump. With the jump something moved. For you to understand better what moved, just to say that he was still naked. Now, interpret it the way you want.
"It was Mikey, he wants us to go to Ray's house." Gerard explained. "Why does he want us to go to Nathan's house?" I asked. "That's a really good question but I don't know the answer. He didn't tell me why." He said.
"Okay." I said and stood up from the bed. I went towards the closet, opened it and picked from it a black skirt and a Paramore shirt. Then I put them on while Gerard was dressing too.
We spent like ten minutes searching for Ray's house because we barely remembered the way to his house.
Gerard knocked at the door and Mikey opened it. Gerard and I walked inside the house holding hands.
We followed Mikey to the living room where there were Frank, Esther, Vic, Nathan and... wait, is that Patrick Stump?
Mikey reminded us of when Nathan said that when he was in the orphanage he had a friend called Patrick. Then he explained to us that Vic find out that Patrick was his old friend, so he decided to bring him here.
That was the Vic I remembered, the one who liked to help other people and did whatever it takes to make happy to the one he loves. I still couldn't believe thag my brother was alive.
Notes
THE END IS COMING (I mean the end of the sorry)
I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((
6/3/14