I am afraid to keep on living

(Gerard 's pov)

"Don't you know where we could find Cassie?" Vic asked. "If I knew where she could be, we weren't be searching for her." I said and Vic sighed.

Then he looked at his clock and he opened widely his eyes. "Fuck. I need to go quickly. Tomorrow I maybe go to your house to see Cassie, so find her and amke sure she's okay. Bye!" Vic said and walked away.

So her sister is missing and he just stop looking for her because he has plans for today or whatecer he is going to do. Now I was alone searching for Cassie. Where could she be?

Suddenly my phone started ringing. I picked it out from my pocket. It was Esther the one who was calling. I wonder why is she calling me.

"Yeah?" I said. "Gerard?" A voice at the other side for the phone said, but it wasn't Esther... it was Cassie! "Oh, god, Cassie. I was very worried, I've been searching for you for a long time. Where are you?" I said. "I'm sorry... I will be waiting for you at home." She said and the she hang up.

I quickly walked towards my house. I came inside and everything was in silence. I walked towards my room and opened the door.

There was Cassie, sitting on my bed in silence. She looked at me as I walked towards her and sat on the bed next to her.

"I'm so sorry, Gerard. You were right. Dean is and asshole." She said. "Don't apologize, it's okay." I said and smiled. "I love you Gerard." She said. "I love you too, Cassie." I said.

I kissed her. It was a short but a cute kiss. Then I kissed her again, but this kiss lasted longer. During the kiss, Cassie opened her mouth a little letting free way to my tongue to introduce in her mouth and dance with her tongue.

She left out a soft moan, making me moan too. I gently pushed her down on bed, leaning over her and kissed her one more time.

I slowly moved my hands under her shirt stroking her body. I pulled out her shirt and she pulled out mine. I licked her neck until I reached her mouth. I pressed my lips to hers while I took off her bra.

She moved her hands to my jeans without breaking the kiss and pulled them out letting me only in my underwear, so I did the same to her. Then I moved my head to his panties an pulled then out with my mouth.

Then I kissed her again while she git rid of my underwear. I moved my hand under the bed searching for the condom I keep there and put it on.

"Ready?" I asked her, she nodded and bit bottom lip making me moan softly. I slowly started to introduce myself in her. When I was already inside her she left out a loudly moan that wasn't answered with another moan of mine.

I slowly got myself out of her and quickly went back inside hardly. "Gerard!" She yelled my name making me moan even louder. I repeated it a few times, making our moanings louder. Thank god we were alone.

When we finished, we stayed layed down in bed next to each other, looking at the ceiling, breathing heavily. "Cassie... " I whispered. "Promise me that you will always stay with me." I said. She looked at me and kissed me. "I promise."

Notes

Some of you asked for smutty, so well, I tried.