(Gerard’s pov)

“Okay, see you later then.” Cassie said and went out of the bed. Then she picked her clothes and went inside the bathroom to dress up. I stayed there on the bed. Then she went out picked her bag and ran out of the room yelling “MIKEY, I’M READY!” Then I heard Frank yelling too. “COULD YOU GUYS PLEASE STOP YELLING EVERY SINGLE MORNING!” Then Cassie again. “I DON’T THINK SO! BYE FRANK!” “FUCK YOU!” Frank yelled. Then Cassie yelled: “BYE GERARD!” “BYE!” I yelled back and then I heard the door of the house closing.

Suddenly my phone buzzed. I stood up from the bed and went to pick it. A text message from Ashley. Fuck.

Ashley: Gee!! Be ready for later, okay? Can’t wait to see you baby! With love your Ashley :)

I didn’t say yes to see her later! She just admitted herself! Full of rage, I threw the phone against the wall and the phone broke. Fine. Suddenly Frank came into the room.

“Dude, what was that noise?” He asked. Then he looked at the broken phone. “Oh, I see. Why did you break your phone?” He asked and sat on my bed. I didn’t say anything so he spoke again. “Dude, tell me what’s wrong.” Maybe it’s okay if I tell him, he’s my friend. I sat next to him.

“Ashley called me yesterday. She wants to see ‘his sweet boyfriend’ because it’s been a month since she saw me.” I explained to him. “Ashley? The stupid slut that expends the fucking day calling you ‘Gee’?” He asked and I nodded. “But… you aren’t her boyfriend anymore, I was in front of you two when you broke up with her.” He said confused. “I know, but you know how stupid that bitch could be, remember than when I told her that we were over she yelled ‘no we are not’?” I asked him remembering that day and he nodded. “Because of that, she thinks that if she said that we still dating.” I explained to Frank. “Wow, why all the girls you date are that stupid?” Frank asked and I glared at him thinking of Cassie. He seemed to read my mind. “But I like Cassie, she is nice.”

“I lied to Cassie telling her that I was going to see a friend.” I said to Frank. “Well, I think you did right, you can’t tell her that you are going to see a slut that thinks that you are his boyfriend.” He said trying to cheer me up. “I know, but I lied her and I feel bad. Imagine that she sees me with Ashley, she would hate me… and leave me.” I said looking at the floor. “Gerard, do you love Cassie?” Frank asked. “What a question! Of course I do! With all my fucking heart and intestines!” I said. “Okay, I don’t know how you can love anyone with your intestines, but that’s okay. The point is that she loves you too, Gerard. I can see it on her eyes. And I’m sure that if she sees you with Ashley and you explain it to her, she will understand.” He said smiling.

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I opened my eyes. I fucking fell asleep again and I smell like shit. I should take a shower. I walked towards the bathroom but someone was already taking a shower there. Fuck. I need to take a shower now, there’s no time. I heard someone singing inside and recognized the voice, it was Cassie. Should I?... Well, she is my girlfriend, isn’t she.

I slowly opened the door trying to don’t make noise. I slowly took off my clothes and came into the shower with her. She was giving me the back, so she didn’t notice I was there. OMG what a perfect butt… just forget I thought that, okay? She was still singing and I recognized the song, Hold on till may by Pierce the Veil. I decided to sing with her to make her notice me.

“And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground…” I sang but couldn’t sing more because I scared her with that and she screamed. “Cassie, are you okay?” I heard my brother asking from outside the bathroom. “Everything is okay!” I said.

Then Cassie turned back and when she saw me, she immediately covered her face with her hands. Fuck. What was I thinking? I’m sure this have reminded her of Dean, I’m the worst boyfriend ever. I didn’t know what to do now, so just hugged her wishing it calmed her down. She was now hyperventilating on my chest. When I noticed that she had calmed down, I asked her a fear that had come to my mind. “Are you going to leave me?” I felt her smiling on my chest. Then she whispered: “Only if you don’t wash your hair, it’s grassy and smells like shit.” She said and giggled. I smiled in relief and picked up the shampoo.

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“Hey Gee! Come on! I’m going to buy some CD’s! I know you love CD’s!” She said as she saw me and started running to the music store. I followed her. “Listen, Ashley. We are not dating anymore, okay?” I said her and she looked at me angrily. “Don’t start again, Gee. You are my boyfriend.” “No, I am not.” I said annoyed. “Yes you are.” “I AM NOT!” I yelled to her.

Notes

Sorry if I have scared you about that Ashley, now you know Gerard is not dating her... although she thinks they are