Give Them Blood, Blood, Gallons Of The Stuff
Honey This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us
Looking ahead of me, all i saw was darkness. It was closing in on me, swallowing me whole like how a snake gulps down an innocent creature. I was that innocent creature, someone just trying to get by when life hit me hard on the back, throwing me into a deep, dark depression. Frank helped me out of that black hole until I accidentally fell back in. And trust me, I hit the ground at the bottom of that pit pretty hard. I wrote songs to help, but it didn't. It just made me realize how badly I didn't want to live anymore. But of course I had come to my sad decision, suicide.
"I love you Frank, I'm so sorry." I said, my voice beginning to shake.
I took a deep breath and let everything out, the anger, hatred, and sadness. I closed my eyes, wiggled my fingers and lifted my leg. The stool began to wobble and my heart's pace began to sky rocket. A single tear slipped out of left eye, warm and sticky on my cold cheek.
I turned my head to the side and kicked the stool out from beneath me.
Everything began to spin in slow motion, I felt myself falling, but I should be dead by now.
Then I heard it, Frank's voice.
A faint, "Noooo" from the distance. Oh god, he was going to see me die. He heard me sing and he knows my last words, designated to him.
"I love you Frank, I'm so sorry." I said, my voice beginning to shake.
I took a deep breath and let everything out, the anger, hatred, and sadness. I closed my eyes, wiggled my fingers and lifted my leg. The stool began to wobble and my heart's pace began to sky rocket. A single tear slipped out of left eye, warm and sticky on my cold cheek.
I turned my head to the side and kicked the stool out from beneath me.
Everything began to spin in slow motion, I felt myself falling, but I should be dead by now.
Then I heard it, Frank's voice.
A faint, "Noooo" from the distance. Oh god, he was going to see me die. He heard me sing and he knows my last words, designated to him.
Seriously!? You write something that good and ditch it!? It's been a year man!
7/31/14