Catch me if I fall

Karamel's P.O.V

~Two weeks later~

It's been two weeks since I found and took in Gizmo (the dog). He's always protecting me from my dad when he's angry, and is always in my eyesight. I also started school. This school is wayyyy shittier than the school I attended back in New Jersey. We have to wear uniforms and we're never allowed outside, even for lunch. But, on the bright side, I found out that Kaiser was in most of my classes and he introduced me to othe kids who seemed very, very nice. In the school I was in, there were two types of kids. One, really sweet and funny kids, or two, delinquents who screamed at you if you got anywhere near them. No in between. Lucky for me, I met and befriended the sweet and funny kids. There were two girls that Kaiser had introduced me to that I felt most comfortable with: Stella and Basbi.

Stella, age 14, was tall like me and had short brown hair. She could relate to me better than anyone else I've met here so far, because she doesn't live with her mother and lost her little brother as well, in a car accident. After school, Stella and I would walk back into the city for coffee and talk to each other about our pasts. This to me was the best part about the day. And because these little sessions, she revealed to me that when her father gets crazy drunk, he hits her. I'd like to think of us as bestfriends, we shared a lot in common and we helped each other when we felt our pasts taking over us.

Basbi, age 13, was shorter than me and had black hair. She's important to me because she protects me, much like Gizmo, around other people. She tells me who to stay away from, who I could go to if I needed something, and who was out to get me. When someone tries to pick a fight with me, she's always there to make them back off. For a short girl, she was incredibly strong. She once punched a jock in the jaw, causing him to fall down unconcious right infront of me. She kinda reminds me of Frank.

As for the boys back in New Jersey, I talk to them everyday. All five of them. A bit of time ago, I found out that Ivy actually moved into my old school. Mikey and Ivy have both told me that they hang out with one another and that they both miss me. I still really miss them, especially Mikey.

At least once a day, my mind wanders back to the day I left. When my dad screamed at me when we left the hospital, how Gerards face fell when he found out I was leaving, How me and Mikey had kissed. Everytime I remember it, I can feel the blood rushing to my cheeks making me blush. It feels weird to say that. Me and Mikey kissed.Then I start to wonder, 'What did that mean?' We never talked about it after It happened. Not even over the phone. I'm guessing it didn't mean anything. When I think that, I can somehow FEEL my heart crack inside my chest. The fact that I don't mean anything to him. I eventually shake it off my mind that it does mean something, but that I have to wait to know what It means.

As of right now, it's a sunny Saturday and I'm texting Mikey while Gizmo sniffs the corner of my room. Gizmo starts barking, so I take that as a cue to let him outside because he need to piss. I leave my phone in my room, open the door, let Gizmo do his business, the walk back into my room. Once I get back, I see a messege from Mikey.

"Can I have your address? Everyone's been bugging me to ask you so that we can send you some stuff. :)"

So I give him my address we talk for a bit more before he says he's gotta go. We part ways before the door bell rings and I go open the door. When I do, I see no other than the notorious Grayson Kalenbatch. Yay. Of course he's completely wasted, so he falls on me and I have to drag him back to his bedroom. By the time I get there, he's already passed out. I put him in bed, then leave the room and close the door. When I walk back into my room, I feel my eyes get heavy, so I decide to take a small cat nap. I lock the door then lay on the couch until sleepyness takes over me.

Notes

It's my Birthday c;

As a reverse birthday present, have this rather short update (sorry)!


xoxo Sgt. Bubbles