Catch me if I fall

Karamels P.O.V
After I went inside the house, I expected to hear yelling or something. But there was an eerie silence. I'm guessing my dads still at the bar. I went upstairs and washed my face as best as I could and decided to practice playing a song that I've been having trouble playing; Back in black by ACDC. After a while I got tired and looked at the time. Holy shit. Its 12:00! I got here around 9:00! Shit he's gonna be home any minute! I quickly brushed my teeth and changed into a big T-shirt and went to bed, making sure to lock my recently fixed door.

Fast forward: Morning.
I woke up and took a shower feeling quite wonderful after yesterday. My hand was still shit from when my dad burned me, so it was still hell, but I managed to anyway. I put on skinny jeans along with a Iron Maiden shirt and then wrapped up my hand. Before going downstairs, I decided to shoot up since I haven't done it in a while. When I finished I walked downstairs in a haze but then got snapped out by my dad yelling. He ran over to me as I tried to run to the door and yelled in my ear,
"WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU YESTERDAY?! I NEEDED SHIT AND YOU WEREN'T FUCKING HERE!!" Ain't no way in hell I'm telling him I was at Mikey's house. He might hurt him.
"Listen here you little shit, I'm going to give you a task and you aren't going to fail me okay?" He whispered In my ear. I slightly gave a nod and he continued,
" You're going to use what I give you to get money and then you're gonna get me more coke okay? I show no signs of stopping so you might as well get used to this." He breathed. Okay. Hold on a minute. Now he wants me to get him COCAINE? I'm used to scoring heroin, but Coke? Where the hell do I get coke? He threw me to the ground and threw a bag into my lap.
"What's this?" I asked, opening it.
"To help you." He smirked as he left.
I looked inside of the bag. Oh no. Not this. It was a pair of thigh high stockings and a corset style shirt and under garment set.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!" I yelled. Too late. He was gone. No use of fighting. I knew that if I didn't use it he would have put it on for me. I walked into the bathroom and put it all on. He also put in some fucking high heels. Asshole. I fixed up the makeup I was wearing and looked in the mirror. I really hit rock rock bottom now. Now I'm even wearing this shit. Ewww.... I walked outside without a hoodie. It would ruin any chances of getting a costumer. I walked the other way around Mikey's house. The last thing I need I for him to see me like this. As I walked to the bar, I felt everyone eyeballing me. Mothers made their children look away. Men whistled. Girls looked disgusted. I got there and simply leaned against the wall. That's all I ever have to do. In less than 10 minutes I got some bait. We agreed on $60 and we were walking down the street to a motel when I heard footsteps behind me. Then heard my name followed by someone grabbing my wrist.
"KARAMEL WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?" It was Frank. Oh shit. Oh no.WHAT THE HELL. How did he find me!?!
"Who's this douche bag?" The costumer asked, examining Frank.
"Frank let go!" I whisper-shouted.
"Hell no! What are you doing?! Why are you doing this?! You don't need to!!"
"Yes I do! Just leave me alone. You don't know why!" I protested.
"What is going on!?" Shit. It was Gerard. I looked up and saw that we had stopped walking exactly in front of his shop. Oh no. Not two of them. Fuck, well why don't Mikey, Bob and Ray just come out of nowhere then all the party would be Here to Celebrate how much of a whore I am. We were all just standing there in pure shock.
"Frank, I'd really appreciate it if you would let go of me and let me handle this business. " I said calmly.
"No way! What are you doing? You're ruining your body by doing this! Don't you care about that?" He asked.
"You're not doing what I think you're doing... are you?" Gerard asked.
"Don't be stupid! Look at her! And the way she was walking away with that man Is really reassuring!" Frank said.
"Oh no. Karamel, why are you doing this!? Don't you think your parents would be furious if they found out?!" He asked angrily. That's where I lost it.
"THEY'RE THE ONES WHO PUSHED ME TO DO IT!!" I yelled as I broke free from a very shocked Frank. I grabbed the costumers hand and took off. As we began running, I could hear the boys running behind me. How I could run in high heels and still outrun them is still a mystery to me. As I saw the motel in the distance, I began to feel weird. I couldn't breathe correctly and I started to feel light headed. We were so close to the motel and I knew they wouldn't follow us to the room I got a bit excited. But then I dropped.

Fast forward~

When woke up, I didn't know where I was. All I saw were really cool band posters. Then I heard a familiar voice shout, "She's awake!"
I sat up and asked, "Where the hell am I?"
"You re at Franks place, now tell why you're doing this." Gerard said as Frank came into the room.
"Why the hell am I here?" I asked.
"You passed out running to the motel. " Frank answered giving me a bottle of water. I drank some and then said, "Okay, well it was nice and all, but I'll be leaving now." I said as I stood up.
"Not until you tell us why you do this." Frank said, guarding the door. He must of known I'm still too weak to get through him.
" Why should have to explain myself to you?" I questioned.
"Uhhh, how about because you were about to sell yourself and you just passed the fuck out." Gerard said.
"Okay look, its kinda personal. " I said.
" What did you mean when you said that your parents pushed you to do it?" Gerard said as he looked at Frank.
"Yeah. What was that about?" He asked. Fuck. Either I have to tell them Or I'm going to be stuck here forever. I sighed and put my head in my hands. When I did so, there was a small knock on the door. Gerard kept looking at me whilst Frank answered the door. It was Mikey, Bob, and Ray. BLOODY HELL. They all gave a sympathetic look. As soon as Mikey came through the door, he grabbed my arm and Pulled me into another room to talk privately.
"What the fuck were you thinking?! And yes! Frank told me!"
"Calm down. "
"No! Why were you going to do that?!"
"I told you its personal!"
"Really? Whats so important about selling yourself that you cant tell me?" He asked, on the verge of tears. I hugged him and we walked back to Franks bedroom.
"Are you ready to tell us now?" Gerard asked, brushing his hair back.
"Yeah." I said, just above a whisper.
" It won't makes sense unless tell you the whole story. " I said quietly.
"Go ahead. We have all day." Ray said. I sighed and continued,
"So when I was born, I had my quote and quote 'Mum' and my dad. Ever since I was born all I can remember of them is that my 'mum' was a prostitute and my dad was always drinking. After my little brother was born, my 'mum' left. And when she did, my dad got furious with me. He made me believe that I was the reason she left and every day he would punish me for it. He would beat me and say things to me that really hurt. So as punishment one day, he made me go and get him more booze but he didn't give me any money. He said I had to find some of my own. He suggested that I turn into my mother. I knew what that meant. So I did. I have, unfortunately, done it numerous times. It started when I was 10 years old. And today, Frank, when you found me , my dad made me wear this so that I would get more money. He made me do it because he wanted me to go get him more cocaine. Gerard already caught me before but that was before Mikey introduced me to him." I explained.
Everyone was one the verge of tears. I was kinda shocked. No one has ever given a fuck about me so I didn't think they would.
" I'm sorry..." Frank sniffled out.
"Why are you Sorry?" I asked.
" Because I made you tell us, boys you just met, something that was really personal..."
"It's fine. Don't worry about it. "
We just sat there in silence until Ray got up and hugged me. Then soon one by one each of the boys got up and hugged me. Soon there was just this little mountain of boy on me. It felt nice having people who care there.
When we were done having our little hug-out, Bob asked me a question.
"What happened to your hand?"
FUCKING BLOODY SHIT. HOW COULD I FORGET.
"oh, uh. I just had a little accident. " I stuttered out. He believed me and we just sat in silence. After a while, I told them that I needed to head home. To my surprise, Gerard wouldn't let me.
"Why not?" I asked, confused.
"So that jackass can beat you again? I don't think so. "
"Come on, I have to go home eventually. "
"Well not today. " he stated. "Besides, whats going to happen when you go home without his coke? Surely, he'll hurt you. Because you know what? There's no way we're letting you get him any." I was shocked. Can he just do that?
"I kind have to agree with him..." Mikey says. Everyone else nodded in agreement.
"You know what? You can just sleep here. I... I just don't feel safe letting you go back to that house." Frank said.
"Thanks but, I have to go home!"
"Karamel, no. We don't want you getting hurt." Bob said.
Well, looks like im staying here tonight.

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