Should I thank you for the Venom? (Redo)

Gee’s pov.
Mikey, Lulu and I were sitting at the kitchen table eating
pancakes that Lulu actually made for us! She said she woke up early and wanted
to make us something for “letting her stay over.” They were really good, but I still
doubted her motives for getting up early.
“Did you boys sleep well?” Lulu asked as she passed us cups of
coffee.
“Yeah. Thanks for not kicking me like Frankie did.” Lulu had
slept on my bed with me the night before.
Lulu giggled a bit. “That’s good. I was worried that I might
have. And how did you sleep, Mikey?”
Mikey looked up a bit surprised that Lulu was talking to
him. “Oh, uh, it was fine. I, uh, never mind.”
“Mikey, I know there’s something on your mind. What’s up?”
Lulu said calmly and soothingly. There was clearly something troubling him, but
he didn’t want to say.
“Hey Mikes, if you ever need to talk, you can talk to me.
You know that, right? I love you.” I felt like I had been such an ass of a
brother lately.
“Yeah, I know. I love you too, Gee.” I gave him a hug and
ruffled his hair. Lulu ‘awed’ at our brotherly love. “If knew this was how you
would act every time something ‘cute’ happened…” Mikey joked.
“I’m a girl! That’s just how we are. Besides, Frank acts the
same way!”
Mikey laughed as he sat back in his chair. “That’s so true!”
I remembered that I promised Frank that I’d hang out with
him. “Speaking of Frank, I’m supposed to go over to his house today. Will you
two be okay by your selves?”
“Of course we’ll be fine Gee. I’ll make sure Lulu doesn’t do
anything stupid.” Mikey assured me.
“And I’ll make sure Mikey
doesn’t do anything stupid!” Mikey stuck his tongue out at Lulu.
I giggled at how they were acting. “Okay, I’m going to go
now. See you two later!”
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I was on my way to Frank’s house. It was a cooler day, so I
was wearing my leather jacket. Even though Frank had only been my boyfriend for
a few days, I felt I should have some time with him. I started thinking back to
the morning. Lulu acted so mature. She took care of us. As much as I love my
mom, she was so busy that she never really noticed the small things like
Mikey’s sadness, or my longing for someone to call my own. Lulu had too
problems to deal with already, but she cared about our problems too. She loves
us like family and doesn’t want to see us suffer even we she is. I was still
thinking about her when I got to Frank’s door. I rung the door bell and waited
for him to come to the door.
Frankie opened the door and practically threw himself at me
in a hug. “Whoa! Babe, you’re going to knock me over!” I had to wrap my arms around him to keep from
falling over.
Frank pulled me into the house and closed the door. “I’m
sorry, but seeing you has always made me so happy, and now that we’re together,
I don’t feel as weird if I hold you close.”
I smiled wide. I had never known Frank felt that way about
me. It made me feel cared about. “There’s no reason to apologize. I like
holding you too. You make me feel safe.” I mumbled against his hair. I tilted
his face up to mine and kissed his lips softly. It was short and sweet and just
right. Frank broke the kiss and grabbed my hand. I whined but he just pulled me
up the stairs to his attic bedroom. He quickly locked the door and pushed me
against it.
“You’re the best thing to come into my life, you know that
right?” Frank passionately kissed my lips. I smiled and kissed back.
“Of course I know that. I can tell by the look in your eyes.
Your expressions always give you away.”
Frank pulled back and gave me a confused look. “How can you
tell so well?”
I giggled at his confused look. “The way you sound when you
talk about things. They way your eyes shift with your emotions. The way your
eye brows twitch when you’re upset. All of the things that are 100% Frankie.” I
leaned down and kissed him again. I could feel him smile and kiss back. I had
never felt happier to be with someone.
Somehow we made it to Frank’s bed. We were lying side by
side. I looked into Frankie’s beautiful eyes and let myself get lost in them.
“You are so beautiful. I hope you can see what I see.” I realized what I had
just said and felt my cheeks heat up. I hadn’t meant to say that out loud.
Frank giggled and kissed my nose. “Thanks Gee. I just wish I
could see everything through your eyes.”
I frowned at that. “You don’t want to do that. Everything
scares me. You think so positively. You always make everyone laugh. You seem
happy all the time. I wish I could feel like you.” I kissed his head and let my
lips work their way down to his.
“I only act like that to cover my own pain.” Frank mumbled
against my lips. My eyes fluttered open and I looked at his face in concern. “I
don’t want you, or Ray, or Mikey, or Bob or Lulu to feel the pain I feel. I
want to bring happiness to all of you even though I rarely feel it anymore. I
only truly feel happy when I’m with you.” I wrapped my arms tightly around
Frank’s waist and held him close.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me about the pain in your heart?”
I heard him let out a sob.
“I didn’t want to seem weak. I wanted to seem strong for
you.” Frank started to cry more freely and started shaking.
I sat up and pulled him into my lap. “Shh, it’s okay
Frankie. Just going through all of this makes you a strong person. I want you
to know that I’m always here for you and that you can tell me anything. You are
the light that I follow.”
Frank tilted his head up to look at me. His breathing wasn’t
so shaky when he spoke. “Really? I mean something to you?”
“Of course you do! Hun, I wouldn’t have asked you to be my
boyfriend if you didn’t mean something to me.”
“But I’m worthless. I’m just a little fu--”
I silenced Frank with a kiss. “I don’t know where you come
up with these ideas, but I want you to stop. You are not a f**k up. Listen to
me, okay Frank?” He nodded and turned so he was facing me. “I love you Frankie.
I love you with all my heart, and you need to know that. You may not be
perfect, but you are the most beautiful thing I have ever laid eyes on.” I
noticed a tear escape Frank’s eye. I kissed it away when it reached his cheek.
“Oh Gee, I love you too. I have always loved you
since the day I met you.”

Notes

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!
So I'm really sorry for two reasons:
1. This chapter is really short but I wanted to give you all something before my finals start because I won't have time to write.
2. I'M SO INCREDIBLY SORRY ABOUT MY AWKWARD KISSING SCENE THING!!!!! I've never actually been in a relationship, so I'm kind of just winging it. I hope it wasn't all that bad. I'll try to make it better next time!!!! (and no, there will be no smut!)

Thanks to everyone that is reading this!! It means a lot to me!!!! <3 <3