See The Rust Through Your Playground Eyes

I left my room wearing black pajama bottoms and a plain black shirt. When I got to Frankie's room I nocked on the door and he opened up a few seconds later.

He was wearing sky blue pajama bottoms and a white v-neck. "H-hi, Gee-rawrd!"

I smiled and walked in, he closed the door behind me.

The bed covers where thown back and there seemed to be more pillows than before. Frankie walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed, his sock clad feet not touching the ground -he was short and the bed was high.

"M-m'tired." He mummbled.

I snapped out of my trance, I sat down on the bed next to him, wrapping my arm around his shoulder and kissing his soft chocolate hair. "Let's sleep, hun."

Frankie nodded and walked to his side of the bed. I got up and sat on my side, Frankie was sitting up against the many pillows, I was sitting on the edge.

I was suddenly very nervous. What if he's having second thoughts? I don't want him to push me away, though, I wouldn't make him stay with me. All I want is to be close to him, even if just as his friend.

I felt him crawl towrds me, I didn't turn around. He lied down next to me, his head resting on my thigh. He looked up at me with those big beautiful eyes that melted my heart.

"W-what's w-wrong?" He asked, his sweet voice sounded worried and a bit confused.

"Uh, nothing."

"S-so?"

"So what?"

He huffed, "S-so w-why a-are y-you s-so q-quiet?"

"I just..." I twirled a lock of his soft chocolate brown hair. I didn't know what to say. There was nothing wrong, not yet at least. I just wanted Frankie to reasure me, to remind me, that he wasn't going to leave.

"J-just w-what?" He asked quietly, his small had reaching up to stroke my cheek.

I took his hand away from my cheek and held it between mine in my lap, he had small hands. Cute, like him.

"Y-you s-sad?" He asked a few seconds later.

"I...maybe." I didn't even know if I was sad. I just really wanted to hug Frankie, at the same time I didn't want to let on how much I cared.

Frankie let go of my hand, then he laced his fingers behind my head and pulled me down, pressing a soft kiss to my lips.

"T-tell m-me, y-yeah?"

"It's nothing...let's go to sleep, okay?"

He let go and then crawled back under the covers. I switched off the lights, so only the lamp was on.

When I turned around I saw Frankie was lying on his side, near the edge of the bed, hugging a pillow close to his chest, the covers thrown over his lower half, his wide hazel eyes set on me.

He looked so pretty. So insanely beautiful. The light hit his face just right, iluminating his goregeous features. He looked like a little boy right then more than ever.

I stood there for a second untill he streched his hand towards me and I came rushing to his side. I kneeled next to the bed and took a hold of his hand. He smiled softly.

My brain took a while to catch up to what I had done, when I realized two things: I had all but ran to him and that I was kneeling.

I don't . Gerard Way does not kneel or run to someone.

Frankie skooted over, so his face was right next to mine, and placed a soft kiss to my lips. I kissed back, my grip on his hand tightneing and his finger threading themselves in my hair.

He pulled away slightly and smiled. His beautiful hazel eyes sparkling with amber and dark green. He looked so goregeous.

"T-tell m-me y-you l-like m-me." He whispered, still half kissing.

I love you. "I really like you, hun...You are perfect."

His smile widened and he leaned forward again, conecting our lips in a deep passionate kiss.

He parted his lips, I slid my tongue in to his mouth. He gasped softly, his grip on my hair tightening.

When he pulled away he left me panting. He looked in to my eyes since we were, for once, at eye level. Which reminds me; I'm kneeling.

"Y-you h-have p-pretty e-eyes." Frankie mumured. He traced over my nose and around my right eye. I was suddenly ver contious about the circles that were under my eyes, not as dark as before, but still a stark contrast against my white skin. He took his finger off my face and instead cupped my cheek. He smiled softy and sighed, then moving his hand down to my shirt and pulling me closer to him. He kissed my lips softly, just barely there, and pulled away a few seconds later. He looked me over once more.

"Y-you're h-handsome." He said, cheeks flushing pink.

I gulped, I could feel my face heating up and my eyes widening. I had recieved compliments before, but not from someone that meant so much to me. So my nerves are understandable, right?

I didn't answer, what would I say? Just stared in to his beautiful eyes and waited to see if he would say something else.

"S-say s-something." He said after a few seconds of staring at eachother.

"I- uh...thank you." I blubbered.

He smiled fondly, "N-not t-that...s-sleep?" He muttered the first first part to himself.

I nodded slowly.

He smiled and crawled back to his side. I stood up and followed him, sitting up against the pillows while he turned of the lamp. It was completely dark now, just like last night. I felt Frankie move closer to me. He lied his head on my thigh, I twirled his long sliky hair between my fingers.

"Gee-rawrd?" He spoke softly a few seconds later.

"Yes, hun?"

He sat up, I couldn't see him, but I felt the bed shift so I knew he sat down next to me. He placed his hand on my cheek and turned me towards him.

"I-I r-really l-like y-you, y-ya'know?" I could feel his warm breath on my face. "A-and I t-tell y-you i-it c-cause' I d-don't w-want y-you t-to l-leave." I felt his lips on mine, only for a split second then he pulled away leaving me wishing me wishing they were still there. "P-promise y-you w-won't l-leave?"

I found his lips in the dark, kissing him deeply.

"I'll never leave you, Frankie."

Notes

I am so inmensly sorry for this! I hate nmoy updating but my computer is , toptally broken and school is hell and I haven't had time, like, right now,. I'm at a ciber-cafe and everyone is staring at m,e and thi srem,ids me why I don't go out.

SO SO SO SORRY FOR ALL THE TYPOS! I'LL GO BACK AND FIX THEM WHEN I GET ,MY COMPUTER UP AND RUNNING AGAIN!

Sorry if this chapter sucks!

P-S
I have like, nine chapters so If you guys wanna I'll post them all :)