It would have been okay.


It could have been okay.


I'm not homophobic, it could have been okay.


...But it wasn't.


It can't be okay.


Under the circumstances, it can't be okay, won't be okay.


I know he's not a bad person...I know he said he loves Frank- "with all my heart"...but I just don't get it.


It can't be okay.


I know he said he can take care of him, said he'll love and protect him...but I can't help but have my doubts...he's my baby boy, don't I have the right to doubt Gerards' intentions?


It can't be okay...not now. Not ever.


Not only because they're both men- I'm not homophobic, it could have been okay-, not because Gerard is 3 years older than Frank -my husband is also older than me, it could have been okay-, but because of the circumstances.


The how and why they met.


It could have been okay.


Under diferent circumstances, diferent context, I would have openly suported it, and not kept quiet.


I can't -won't- suport it...but I can't -won't- destroy it.


Other circumstances, then it would have been okay.


Not now, not like this.


Not with Gerards' father and I married to eachother.


Not with Gerard and Frank being step brothers.







...Not with Frank's illness.

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Oh, god. Would you please tell me what you think?!

I -personaly- don't hate it all thta much, but, hey, that's just me...uhm, yeah.

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