You're Never Gonna Fit In Much, Kid!
New day, new start, same trouble.
Waking up to the sound of rain hammering on her window. Christine turned slowly to look at her bed side clock which read 4.30. She would need to be getting up in an hour for school. How she shuddered at the thought of school. She hoped for a better start this time and didn't want a repeat of last year. New school, new year, new opportunities but still the same old troubles.Trying to shake away the negative thoughts, Christine decided to concentrate on something around her room, however after just moving into a new home, she found herself focusing on a rather blank and dull wall, nothing new there.
After spending an hour looking at nothing, Christine decided it was best to start getting ready and leaving before her step dad returned from work. She trudged to the bathroom and turned the shower on letting the room fill with condensation and admiring the now misty bathroom. Quickly, showering and letting her dark hair fall behind her she went back to her bedroom to get ready for school. She put on a pair of very dark skinny jeans and her favorite mis fits top which unfortunately just happened to be short sleeved. She rummaged through her boxes of clothes in order to find a long sleeved black top that she would be able to put on underneath it. After drying her hair, she let it fall naturally so that it hid her face from the world. Applying her eyeliner and bracelets were the final details to her outfit. As she stared back at her self in the mirror she couldn't help but let her smile fade and those memories coming back. Shaking them away quickly though she muttered "new day" to herself and left her room in order to rummage the kitchen for food.
Finding no food in the kitchen she looked at the clock and saw that it was 6.15, "Shit!" she mumbled. If she wanted to miss him then she will have to leave now. She ran upstairs and got her bag and cigarettes.Running to the front door she slipped her now tattered converse trainers on and threw a hoodie into her bag. Picking up the spare house key she ran out the door and down the drive way to the corner of her street. As she left her street she looked back and saw the old beat up car had just pulled onto her driveway! "phew" she heavily sighed with the realization that she had just missed him. Another realization that she had is that she now has about an hour to spare before she needs to head off to school. " I think i will head to the park" she thought to herself.
Reaching the park she sat herself down on the damp swing and pulled a cigarette out of her bag. Lighting it up and taking a very slow drag she looked up at the sky and blew the smoke out, laughing to herself at the events that have happened over the past year. 10 minutes later and the cigarette is no longer any good to her so she drops it on the floor and stamps it out. She feels the chill of the wind hitting her face and decides that it is time to make a move to school before she starts to freeze to death.
**** arrival at school****
Walking up to reception she could feel people staring at her and she knew that they were also most likely talking about her dark outfit and trying to figure out who she is. Dark outfit means dark personality which results in dark secrets that no one can figure out or help her with, equaling in a life full of hell! Talking to the receptionist and collecting her timetable and locker number she walked along the corridor to find her locker, again the whisper and stares returned and continued. Finding her locker she emptied her contents into it and decided to find a place to have a quick cigarette before lesson started.
Exiting through a fire exit quickly she sat behind a dumpster and lit a cigarette up. Not even had she taken in her first drag she was interrupted by the sudden slam of the fire exit door. Peering round she noticed a short lad with black hair and the sides shaved and dyed blond. Noticing his ripped skinny jeans and black hoodie she edged towards him once seeing the cigarette that he had put in between his lips and decided to go talk to him.
"Need a lighter?" She asked which made the lad jump in surprise and turn around, however calming down once he had realized that she wasn't a threat to him.
"urm yeah sure" was his response. Pretty basic answer Christine thought.
"Whats your name" he quizzed her, looking her up and down and judging her most likely. Typical thought Christine.
"My name is Christine, you?"
" Frank, Frank Iero."
" well im off now but ill see you around frank" Christine responded feeling happy that she may of made just one friend who can help her in this hell whole called school. She stumped her cigarette out and made her way back into the building after smiling at the Frank as she went inside.
When she looked at her phone she realized that it was 8.30 and that she was late! "Oh shit" she shouted down the corridors and ran to find her first lesson which happened to be maths. After knocking at the maths door 20 minutes later she watched as the teacher strode towards the door already with an angry expression plastered on his face.
" glad you could join us, i am assuming that you are the new student Christine Edwards" the teacher blared at her.
" Yes I am" Christine stated, she tried to sound confident and not scared but it sounded like a squeak from a mouse.
" well sit down and you have detention after school for being late. Great impression on your first day" the teacher stated.
"no worries" Christine retorted.
As she looked around the room she decided to sit next to a kid who had a beanie on, which covered his hair, and he was wearing glasses. Smiling at him and him nodding his head in acknowledgment she took the seat next to him.
Not long into the lesson was a piece of paper lobbed at Christine. She decided to open it and see how pathetic people are at this school. It read "Pathetic Skank!" Christine slumped into her chair and whispered the words "same trouble" to herself. Not even had her day started properly but she was already being judged!
After spending an hour looking at nothing, Christine decided it was best to start getting ready and leaving before her step dad returned from work. She trudged to the bathroom and turned the shower on letting the room fill with condensation and admiring the now misty bathroom. Quickly, showering and letting her dark hair fall behind her she went back to her bedroom to get ready for school. She put on a pair of very dark skinny jeans and her favorite mis fits top which unfortunately just happened to be short sleeved. She rummaged through her boxes of clothes in order to find a long sleeved black top that she would be able to put on underneath it. After drying her hair, she let it fall naturally so that it hid her face from the world. Applying her eyeliner and bracelets were the final details to her outfit. As she stared back at her self in the mirror she couldn't help but let her smile fade and those memories coming back. Shaking them away quickly though she muttered "new day" to herself and left her room in order to rummage the kitchen for food.
Finding no food in the kitchen she looked at the clock and saw that it was 6.15, "Shit!" she mumbled. If she wanted to miss him then she will have to leave now. She ran upstairs and got her bag and cigarettes.Running to the front door she slipped her now tattered converse trainers on and threw a hoodie into her bag. Picking up the spare house key she ran out the door and down the drive way to the corner of her street. As she left her street she looked back and saw the old beat up car had just pulled onto her driveway! "phew" she heavily sighed with the realization that she had just missed him. Another realization that she had is that she now has about an hour to spare before she needs to head off to school. " I think i will head to the park" she thought to herself.
Reaching the park she sat herself down on the damp swing and pulled a cigarette out of her bag. Lighting it up and taking a very slow drag she looked up at the sky and blew the smoke out, laughing to herself at the events that have happened over the past year. 10 minutes later and the cigarette is no longer any good to her so she drops it on the floor and stamps it out. She feels the chill of the wind hitting her face and decides that it is time to make a move to school before she starts to freeze to death.
**** arrival at school****
Walking up to reception she could feel people staring at her and she knew that they were also most likely talking about her dark outfit and trying to figure out who she is. Dark outfit means dark personality which results in dark secrets that no one can figure out or help her with, equaling in a life full of hell! Talking to the receptionist and collecting her timetable and locker number she walked along the corridor to find her locker, again the whisper and stares returned and continued. Finding her locker she emptied her contents into it and decided to find a place to have a quick cigarette before lesson started.
Exiting through a fire exit quickly she sat behind a dumpster and lit a cigarette up. Not even had she taken in her first drag she was interrupted by the sudden slam of the fire exit door. Peering round she noticed a short lad with black hair and the sides shaved and dyed blond. Noticing his ripped skinny jeans and black hoodie she edged towards him once seeing the cigarette that he had put in between his lips and decided to go talk to him.
"Need a lighter?" She asked which made the lad jump in surprise and turn around, however calming down once he had realized that she wasn't a threat to him.
"urm yeah sure" was his response. Pretty basic answer Christine thought.
"Whats your name" he quizzed her, looking her up and down and judging her most likely. Typical thought Christine.
"My name is Christine, you?"
" Frank, Frank Iero."
" well im off now but ill see you around frank" Christine responded feeling happy that she may of made just one friend who can help her in this hell whole called school. She stumped her cigarette out and made her way back into the building after smiling at the Frank as she went inside.
When she looked at her phone she realized that it was 8.30 and that she was late! "Oh shit" she shouted down the corridors and ran to find her first lesson which happened to be maths. After knocking at the maths door 20 minutes later she watched as the teacher strode towards the door already with an angry expression plastered on his face.
" glad you could join us, i am assuming that you are the new student Christine Edwards" the teacher blared at her.
" Yes I am" Christine stated, she tried to sound confident and not scared but it sounded like a squeak from a mouse.
" well sit down and you have detention after school for being late. Great impression on your first day" the teacher stated.
"no worries" Christine retorted.
As she looked around the room she decided to sit next to a kid who had a beanie on, which covered his hair, and he was wearing glasses. Smiling at him and him nodding his head in acknowledgment she took the seat next to him.
Not long into the lesson was a piece of paper lobbed at Christine. She decided to open it and see how pathetic people are at this school. It read "Pathetic Skank!" Christine slumped into her chair and whispered the words "same trouble" to herself. Not even had her day started properly but she was already being judged!
Notes
This is already on here with the author Killjoys_undefeated! that is me however i cant seem to get onto that account! so ill be carring it on, on this account!First fanfiction so criticism is welcomed :)
let me know what you think!
11/27/13