You know i did feel bad for just leaving Gerard like that but i really needed to get home...he didnt even have a chance to say goodbye.
“Franklin you ungreatful bastard! where the fuck were you?!!!” Screeched my mother as i walked through the door.
“I was at Gerards house mom…” I replied back in a very irritated voice.
“Who the fuck is Gerard??? and why were you at his house?”
“He’s a kid from school and because we are friends.” I said even more irritated than before.
“Who are you kidding you have no friends your just an emo freak, the kids back in baltimore where right you faggot. “ Her words came out like venom and hurt like a snake bite.
“I’m going upstairs now mom.” I softly said choking back tears.
“Good, dont come down the rest of the night i dont want to see your face.”

Now I could tell you that she was an alcoholic and that it was the boose talking but that would be a lie. The truth is she is clean..she doesnt drink and has never done any drugs. She’s just a ruthess cold hearted person. I hate to say it about my own mother but its true…


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Hey frank!” Yelled Gerard from the parking lot at school
“Oh hey Gee.” I said back with a big smile. I was really happy to see him.
“Frank…” He said back kinda chuckling
“What?” I said back really confused
“You called me Gee.”
“Oh i did sorry…”
“Dont be i like it. Now lets get to class!” And with that he grabbed my wrist and ran
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“So Frankieee are you in trouble from yesterday or can we hang out again today?” Gee asked
“Naw we can hang she wasnt even mad haha.” I lied..

Me and Gee hung out after school together everyday. I found out he sang and he found out i played guitar so we had plans to start a band...we never got around to it haha. As the weeks went on we became closer and closer. He knew more about me than i knew about me. It was great though we could have silly stupid conversations and just be total jackasses but then have deep talks and really open up to each other.

“Hey frankie how about instead of going to my place we hang out at the park? we can play some 1 on 1 football or something.”
“Ya that’d be awesome!”

So we were playing foot ball and i got the ball
“Oh no you little shit your in trouble know!” Yells Gee trying not to laugh
“oh really?! you gotta catch me first!” I yell back through laughs
He then got to me cause im tiny and cant run and of course he tackles me..

I landed on my back and him on top of me on his stomach our faces inches apart. And thats when it happened...Gee kissed me.