"Gerard ?"

I just shot shot a glare at him while he stood in the doorway.
I didn't want to talk I didn't want to do anything. I just wished that I wasn't related to mikey because if I wasn't I would be fucking all over him instead of ignoring him.

"Gerard that was the first time you talked in weeks and I'm not letting you go back to being fucking mute." He said angrily.

He stepped towards where I was sitting and i flinched. I fucking flinched and I knew he saw. He gave me a confused look before he took another step so that he was less than two feet away from me.

"What do I have to do to get my brother back? Please gee I miss you."

"Go." I said filled with venom.

"No I'm not leaving." He breathed shakily. "I spend all day trying to figure out what happened to you that made you like this and I can't figure it out! Don't you dare say your the problem because I know that's not it. Gerard were brothers were supposed to be able to talk to each other but all you do is block me out."

"Mikey there is a reason and it's for your own good. now. go."

"No tell me! Is it Bert?"

"mikey-"

"is it drugs or beer?"

"Michael!-"

"is it school? Are people making fun of you?"

"Micheal fucking way-"

"is it me?"

I froze when he said that. I looked up at him an I guess my face gave my answer away. Of cousre I let my guard down.

"It's me....." He said slowly. "But...oh my god gerard do you still feel bad about that night after the party? Gee you were fucking stoned it's not your fault you didn't even remember-"

he gasped and clutched his face. "Shit! What was that for!?"

I just punched him in the face. "Mikey..I-I fuck!" I yelled hitting myself in the head. "Just fucking go mikey please." I begged on the verge of tears.

he let go of his face and sat down on the bed next to me. "Woah gee calm down."

"Fucking go mikey! I'm literally begging you right now go!"

he didn't move from the bed. He just sat there while I cupped my face trying to not cry and to control my breathing.

"Gee what is going on? There is something seriously bugging you and it's tearing you to shreds and I can't stand seeing a family member I love to death tearing himself apart."

Wrong move.

"Mikey you don't fucking love me now go!"

"Gerard I'm your brother why the hell are you acting like this?"

"Go!"

"gerard look at me."

"mikey-"

"look at me!" He said harshly grabbing my face and turning it so I was looking at him. "Tell me what's wrong. Gee if it's about that night then-"

"STOP BRINGING IT UP!"

mikey just looked at me for a moment Before a look of realization crossed his face.

"Its about that night isn't it."