Moving On.
4
Frank's Point of View.
I feel really terrible for leaving Gerard like that, but what choice did I have? He told me that he liked me and I'm too young for a guy like him. He used to be successful, happily married, and had everything he wanted and I don't think he REALLY liked me. He was probably just messing around, he said he thought I was 'awesome' and that I was his reason for being gay. To me, (at the time) seemed kinda rude. I had no idea why though, I don't remember because it's been 2 weeks and i have to get over him.
"COME ON IERO, ONE MORE!!!" The gym teacher yelled. I forced myself to do one more pull-up.
"177! That's a record." He said as I went for the locker room. I don't think he would mind. I switched out of Reading Class in exchange for P.E. with Ray. Speaking of Ray...
"So have you heard from your boyfriend?" He asked. I took off my shirt and put on a clean one.
"Ha-Ha, Ray. But no, I don't think I could see him anymore. He has his own life." I took off those black shorts that I dispised wearing and put my skinny jeans on. Ray was waiting for me now.
"So? You two would make a cute couple, I thought he liked you." I got my bag and put my shit in my locker.
"He lied." Now I'M lying.
"I don't think he was. It sounds to me like he liked you, he even said it himself." Ray's right, but Gerard can't like me, it's impossible. No one likes me, NO ONE!!
"He lied. I know he did because no one likes me."
"He does. You should learn to be accepting. So what if he does? Because he does. Next time you see him, just remember-"
"That he 'likes me'?" I used airquotes when I said that. The bell rang and kids were coming out of their classes and to the busses. Me and Ray stepped outside and we both noticed a black car parked out in front, with Gerard beside it.
"Shit. Why is he here?" I asked Ray. He pushed me towards his direction.
"Go find out. I'm going home. See ya." And with that, he left towards the busses and I just stood there like an idiot. Seriously, why is he here? He doesn't like me. Did I forget something at his house or something? Crap. He's walking towards me, what do I do? He looks so hot.
"He Frank." He gave me a rose tied to a chocolate bar.
"Hey. Umm... thanks." People are staring.
"Do you want to come with me to my place?" He asked taking my book. I followed him to his car and some people were laughing at how stupid I must've looked following a guy that doesn't even like me.
I got in his car and was nervous as hell when he got in.
"So... find anyone for Prom?" He asked.
"No. I'm not going." We buckled up and watched the busses pull out.
"Oh. That's too bad.You hungry?"
"No. Just thirsty." SHit I hope that didn't sound like a sex signal.
He drove to Safeway and I came in with him.
"Gerard Way! I read your wifes magazine! Can I take a picture with?" some lady asked. She had the safeway apron and a camera in her hand.
"Sure. But just so you know, we're not together anymore." Gerard gave me the camera and I took a picture of them both.
"By the way, sorry about your relationship. Thanks for the picture though." She took the camera and went back to her job.
"Can I ask you something Frank?"
"Sure, anything."
"Why did you leave me?" I thought you wanted to come over." We went into the last aisle looking for the juices and he got a gallon of orange juice.
"I'm sorry about that. My Mom... wanted me home." What a lie.
"And you couldn't wait? Frankie, I KNOW you're lying." We went to the registers and paid for it.
"I'm not." We left quickly and drove in silence to his place. His appartment smells the same as it did last time we were here. Some drawings were put up and everything was pretty organized.
Gerard poured some juice in a cup and put the rest in the fridge. I sat awkwardly on the couch. My hair was okay. My clothes weren't that bad. And now he's going to sit across from me.
"Here." He gave me the cup of juice and I took a drink.
"Thanks." I said.
"You didn't tell me why. Please?" He sounded quite sad. Should I tell him the truth?
"Gerard. I really like you but you don't like me back and I couldn't take it so I went to Ray's house."
"Oh. What made you think that I didn't like you? I mean, I told you that I did."
"Yeah but you were lying. I know you were. You don't like me, nobody ever does." He got up and slowly walked towards me.
"I do like you Frnak, I thought about you everyday that I didn't see you. I missed seeing you even though we don't know each other that well. I want to get to know more about you. So tell me okay? You can trust me."
"WHY? It's not like I have any real chance with you! You're too hung up on your ex. You always bring her up in almost every conversation we have! I'm sick of her! She hurt you Gerard, and that pisses me off because I would NEVER do that to you." Shit, what have I gotten myself into.
"Really?"
"Yes. But I have to go home, okay? I have chores." I got my book from the counter and headed for the door.
"You can't leave me. Frank please. I want this to last. I want you." I stopped myself and dropped the book. I have no idea what to do. What on earth am I doing? I turned to Gerard and grabbed him and kissed him. He didn't hold himself back either. He took control over that short kiss and he made everything feel better. His tongue swiping my lips like that and I moaned from pleasure and he stopped.
"I'll stay." I started to kiss him but then that led to hugging him. I've never kissed anyone in my life and that was amazing. My heart skipped a beat and the butterflies in my stomach were going to bust out soon.
"What do you want to do now?" He asked me pulling me to the couch again.
"Let's just talk."
I feel really terrible for leaving Gerard like that, but what choice did I have? He told me that he liked me and I'm too young for a guy like him. He used to be successful, happily married, and had everything he wanted and I don't think he REALLY liked me. He was probably just messing around, he said he thought I was 'awesome' and that I was his reason for being gay. To me, (at the time) seemed kinda rude. I had no idea why though, I don't remember because it's been 2 weeks and i have to get over him.
"COME ON IERO, ONE MORE!!!" The gym teacher yelled. I forced myself to do one more pull-up.
"177! That's a record." He said as I went for the locker room. I don't think he would mind. I switched out of Reading Class in exchange for P.E. with Ray. Speaking of Ray...
"So have you heard from your boyfriend?" He asked. I took off my shirt and put on a clean one.
"Ha-Ha, Ray. But no, I don't think I could see him anymore. He has his own life." I took off those black shorts that I dispised wearing and put my skinny jeans on. Ray was waiting for me now.
"So? You two would make a cute couple, I thought he liked you." I got my bag and put my shit in my locker.
"He lied." Now I'M lying.
"I don't think he was. It sounds to me like he liked you, he even said it himself." Ray's right, but Gerard can't like me, it's impossible. No one likes me, NO ONE!!
"He lied. I know he did because no one likes me."
"He does. You should learn to be accepting. So what if he does? Because he does. Next time you see him, just remember-"
"That he 'likes me'?" I used airquotes when I said that. The bell rang and kids were coming out of their classes and to the busses. Me and Ray stepped outside and we both noticed a black car parked out in front, with Gerard beside it.
"Shit. Why is he here?" I asked Ray. He pushed me towards his direction.
"Go find out. I'm going home. See ya." And with that, he left towards the busses and I just stood there like an idiot. Seriously, why is he here? He doesn't like me. Did I forget something at his house or something? Crap. He's walking towards me, what do I do? He looks so hot.
"He Frank." He gave me a rose tied to a chocolate bar.
"Hey. Umm... thanks." People are staring.
"Do you want to come with me to my place?" He asked taking my book. I followed him to his car and some people were laughing at how stupid I must've looked following a guy that doesn't even like me.
I got in his car and was nervous as hell when he got in.
"So... find anyone for Prom?" He asked.
"No. I'm not going." We buckled up and watched the busses pull out.
"Oh. That's too bad.You hungry?"
"No. Just thirsty." SHit I hope that didn't sound like a sex signal.
He drove to Safeway and I came in with him.
"Gerard Way! I read your wifes magazine! Can I take a picture with?" some lady asked. She had the safeway apron and a camera in her hand.
"Sure. But just so you know, we're not together anymore." Gerard gave me the camera and I took a picture of them both.
"By the way, sorry about your relationship. Thanks for the picture though." She took the camera and went back to her job.
"Can I ask you something Frank?"
"Sure, anything."
"Why did you leave me?" I thought you wanted to come over." We went into the last aisle looking for the juices and he got a gallon of orange juice.
"I'm sorry about that. My Mom... wanted me home." What a lie.
"And you couldn't wait? Frankie, I KNOW you're lying." We went to the registers and paid for it.
"I'm not." We left quickly and drove in silence to his place. His appartment smells the same as it did last time we were here. Some drawings were put up and everything was pretty organized.
Gerard poured some juice in a cup and put the rest in the fridge. I sat awkwardly on the couch. My hair was okay. My clothes weren't that bad. And now he's going to sit across from me.
"Here." He gave me the cup of juice and I took a drink.
"Thanks." I said.
"You didn't tell me why. Please?" He sounded quite sad. Should I tell him the truth?
"Gerard. I really like you but you don't like me back and I couldn't take it so I went to Ray's house."
"Oh. What made you think that I didn't like you? I mean, I told you that I did."
"Yeah but you were lying. I know you were. You don't like me, nobody ever does." He got up and slowly walked towards me.
"I do like you Frnak, I thought about you everyday that I didn't see you. I missed seeing you even though we don't know each other that well. I want to get to know more about you. So tell me okay? You can trust me."
"WHY? It's not like I have any real chance with you! You're too hung up on your ex. You always bring her up in almost every conversation we have! I'm sick of her! She hurt you Gerard, and that pisses me off because I would NEVER do that to you." Shit, what have I gotten myself into.
"Really?"
"Yes. But I have to go home, okay? I have chores." I got my book from the counter and headed for the door.
"You can't leave me. Frank please. I want this to last. I want you." I stopped myself and dropped the book. I have no idea what to do. What on earth am I doing? I turned to Gerard and grabbed him and kissed him. He didn't hold himself back either. He took control over that short kiss and he made everything feel better. His tongue swiping my lips like that and I moaned from pleasure and he stopped.
"I'll stay." I started to kiss him but then that led to hugging him. I've never kissed anyone in my life and that was amazing. My heart skipped a beat and the butterflies in my stomach were going to bust out soon.
"What do you want to do now?" He asked me pulling me to the couch again.
"Let's just talk."
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11/24/13