Give Me All Your Poison... Ummm No Thanks
Everyone Has Their Own Story
"I was drunk..." He said, trying to push the tears back. "And I got out the blades... But this time it hurt because I cut too deep... I didn't know why, I just had this fear that I-I couldn't take it anymore. I-I'm d-done." He added in between sobs.
"Couldn't take what anymore?" I ask after a long silence of sobs and hugging between two loving brothers.
"I-I couldn't take the fact th-that I only have a few friends and I always ruin them, o-or I help them down, an-and them them to get up, th-then I come back." He said while settling a little, but still sniffling in between words.
"You have never left me the whole time I've known you, and you must have no idea how much you impact peoples lives. " I said as I looked into his eyes, despratley trying to make him understand how much we all need him.
"I'm so-sorry.... so-sorry." He said as he slowly drifted off after a long twenty minute silence.
Midnight's POV
After Frank left, I just stayed at home, bored out of my mind, and watched YouTube.
"Filamento! Lu tua su quanda io sono! -Marzia."(Finally! You are on when I am!" I got from my dearest friend on FB.
"Hey! Did you learn English yet?" I asked, since I hadn't talked to her in 14 days, I mean she probably started right?
"I start 2 week ago." She replied, obviously not Yet finished with her Resseta Stone lessons yet.
"Your going faster then me! c: how many more lessons do you have left?" I replied.
"5... I think. :/" she answered back.
"Could you hurry and make it to the hospital? It's Gerard." read the text from Frank.
"Yeah of course!" I replied.
"Sorry Marzia, but one of my friends is in the hospital. Gtg." I sent before I ran to Chrysalis's room and yelled at her to come with me to the hospital.
I wrote a note to my still missing mother.
"Mama,
Mi dispiace per aver lasciato senza dirlo direttamente voi,
ma ho un amico in ospedale. Si può sempre chiamo me!
-Mezzanotte & Crysalide
(Mama,
I'm sorry for leaving without directly telling you, but I have a friend in the hospital. You can always call me!
-Midnight & Chrysalis )
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We drove into a parking spot and immediately ran into the hospital. We walked up to the front desk and asked if we could visit out friend.
"Of course." She replied with a warm smile "May I ask who it is?"
"Gerard Way." Her smile disappeared and her warm voice stiffened into a cold whisper.
"Room 228, 2nd floor." she pointed towards the elevator and as we walked to the doors and pushed the butting me and Chrysalis exchanged a confused look before out elevator arrived and we ran down to room 228.
"Hello?" I asked while knocking on the door.
"Come in." I heard Frank call through the thick wooden door.
Both Chrysalis's and my eyes opened wide in surprise as we saw what we assumed to be Gerard's brother and Frank sitting around a cold Gerard. He looked like shit.
"WHAT HAPPENED?!" Chrysalis screamed as she ran over to Gerard's body.
"H-He overdosed." A sniffling, skinny figure said with hardly any emotion on his face, but his eyes pools of sadness.
"I'm so sorry." I said quietly towards Gerard's body, even though he was clearly unconscious.
"Couldn't take what anymore?" I ask after a long silence of sobs and hugging between two loving brothers.
"I-I couldn't take the fact th-that I only have a few friends and I always ruin them, o-or I help them down, an-and them them to get up, th-then I come back." He said while settling a little, but still sniffling in between words.
"You have never left me the whole time I've known you, and you must have no idea how much you impact peoples lives. " I said as I looked into his eyes, despratley trying to make him understand how much we all need him.
"I'm so-sorry.... so-sorry." He said as he slowly drifted off after a long twenty minute silence.
Midnight's POV
After Frank left, I just stayed at home, bored out of my mind, and watched YouTube.
"Filamento! Lu tua su quanda io sono! -Marzia."(Finally! You are on when I am!" I got from my dearest friend on FB.
"Hey! Did you learn English yet?" I asked, since I hadn't talked to her in 14 days, I mean she probably started right?
"I start 2 week ago." She replied, obviously not Yet finished with her Resseta Stone lessons yet.
"Your going faster then me! c: how many more lessons do you have left?" I replied.
"5... I think. :/" she answered back.
"Could you hurry and make it to the hospital? It's Gerard." read the text from Frank.
"Yeah of course!" I replied.
"Sorry Marzia, but one of my friends is in the hospital. Gtg." I sent before I ran to Chrysalis's room and yelled at her to come with me to the hospital.
I wrote a note to my still missing mother.
"Mama,
Mi dispiace per aver lasciato senza dirlo direttamente voi,
ma ho un amico in ospedale. Si può sempre chiamo me!
-Mezzanotte & Crysalide
(Mama,
I'm sorry for leaving without directly telling you, but I have a friend in the hospital. You can always call me!
-Midnight & Chrysalis )
-------------------------------------------------------------------<3------------
We drove into a parking spot and immediately ran into the hospital. We walked up to the front desk and asked if we could visit out friend.
"Of course." She replied with a warm smile "May I ask who it is?"
"Gerard Way." Her smile disappeared and her warm voice stiffened into a cold whisper.
"Room 228, 2nd floor." she pointed towards the elevator and as we walked to the doors and pushed the butting me and Chrysalis exchanged a confused look before out elevator arrived and we ran down to room 228.
"Hello?" I asked while knocking on the door.
"Come in." I heard Frank call through the thick wooden door.
Both Chrysalis's and my eyes opened wide in surprise as we saw what we assumed to be Gerard's brother and Frank sitting around a cold Gerard. He looked like shit.
"WHAT HAPPENED?!" Chrysalis screamed as she ran over to Gerard's body.
"H-He overdosed." A sniffling, skinny figure said with hardly any emotion on his face, but his eyes pools of sadness.
"I'm so sorry." I said quietly towards Gerard's body, even though he was clearly unconscious.
Notes
Haha 2 updates in one day?! Be expecting more tomorrow.I'm strep positive. :/
Thanks for reading!
-Anonymous
@xxstraightjacketxx
I'm sorry!!! Don't worry, I used to eat practically all divar when I was younger and I made it to 19 so far, so yeah!!! Haha, I hope you enjoy this update.
1/15/14