(Gerard’s P.O.V)

I have noticed that Jess and Frank have been hanging out a lot lately. I don’t know why but I feel as if they are hiding something. I have no idea what it is, but I will get to the bottom of this. We ended up not going to Jersey because the flight was cancelled. When we got back the boys and I went back to the bus to sleep. When we got in there Frank wasn’t there. So I went to Jess’s bus to tell her we what happened, but when I opened the door I heard something I did not want to hear. No, they weren’t having sex. They were just merely talking, but what I heard was something I didn’t and never thought I’d ever hear.
“I love you.” I hear Frank say.
“I love you too.” Jess says
“Oh hey I knew my hoodie was missing.” Frank said chuckling
“You don’t have to be jealous that I can rock it better than you can.” She says.
“Jess promise me you’ll stop.” Stop what? What the hell was he talking about?
“Frank it’s not just something you can drop. If I could stop I would’ve a long time ago.” Oh Jess what are you talking about? I need answers!
“Do Gerard and Mikey know?” Ok now I need to know what they are talking about.
“I think at one point Mikey suspected something, but Gerard doesn’t know and if Mikey and Gerard don’t know I would like to keep it that way.” Oh no. Are they dating?!? How long has this been going on for?
I quickly but quietly shut the door and head towards the other bus. I walk in and see Mikey reading a Batman comic book on the couch.
“Where is Ray and Bob?” I ask wanting to know so I can talk to Mikey about what I heard.
“They went to get food I think. Why?” Mikey asks looking up from his comic book.
“What would you do if Frank and Jess were dating?” I ask wanting to know.
“I would let them be.” WHAT WAS HE THINKING?!
“But Mikey this is our baby sister don’t you care about her?”
“Yes I care about her she is our baby sister and if she is happy I am happy.”
“Mikey she is too young to be dating.”
“Gerard what would you do if someone told you, you can’t be with Lyn-z anymore?”
Of course he would bring this up. Honestly if someone told me that I would be heart broken. I don’t think I would be able to live anymore. But Jess is only 19 I don’t want her to make the same mistake I did. Fall head first in love and have the person you love use you and leave just like that. No. I won’t let it happen.
“Mikey that is not the point!”
“You know what? You’re not going to listen to me anyways so just do what you want.” Mikey said going to his bunk.
I have to tell Frank to end it with her. I know most people would say this is mean and selfish of me but I don’t want Jess hurt.

*3 hours later*

(Frank’s P.O.V)

I was tuning Pansy while Jess was fixing Rays guitar strings on the boys’ bus. Gerard walks on the stage of the venue we were playing in a few hours. The crew went to get food so it was me and Gerard. Gerard looked down while he walked in with his hands in his pockets. He walked up and sat on an amp. After a few seconds of silence he spoke up.
“How long have you and Jessica been dating?” I quickly look up at Gerard after he blurted out the question.
“Were not dating that would be breaking the rules-” I say looking back down at Pansy.
“Frank I am not fucking stupid I was going to figure it out sooner or later.” He says sternly.
“Gerard Jess and I are not-” I was quickly cut off.
“You already lied to me just tell me!” Gerard say obviously anxious
“5 weeks.” I say bluntly
“You have to break up with her.” He says looking down.
“No I don’t and I won’t I love her.” I say getting mad.
“You don’t love her you’re just going to use her. She gets attached to easily and when you break up with her it will crush her.” He says starting to raise his voice.
“Gerard if I break up with her that will crush her, it will crush me! I LOVE HER!” I say yelling.
“NO YOU DON’T IF YOU KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHATS GOOD FOR YOU, YOU WILL BREAK UP WITH HER!” Gerard says pushing me back.
“Gerard why are you doing this?” I say softening my voice.
“Because I know what’s good for her. I want you to break up with her now.” With that statement he made he leaves me.
I think he just threatened me. I don’t know what to do………………………….

*19 minutes later*

I texted Jessica and said I needed to talk with her. I said to meet me on the stage because everyone was gone. This is going to crush her and me as well. I sit on the amp with my head in my hands. Jess walks in with a smile and comes up to me.
“Hey babe what did you need to talk about?” Really she uses babe this is going to be hard.
“I think we….. I think we should break up.” I say looking her in her beautiful green gem eyes.
“Wha…what do you mean break up?” Jess says tears brimming her eyes.
“I just don’t love you anymore.” I can feel her heart shatter in front of me and that hurt me as well.
“Did you ever love me?” She says in a very quiet voice now that she is crying.
“No.” I sound so cold.
“O...ok…okay.” That’s the last thing she says before running away crying.
I just stand up and slide down the amp and sat there. I start crying into my knees which are pulled into my chest. What did I just do? I just told the girl I love with all my heart that I didn’t love her, the girl I would die for…………..that I never loved her. I don’t know what I just did.

Notes

Hello this is the extra chapter for the day. I just realized that most of the titles of my story are questions..... oh well anyways hope you all are still enjoying this. =)
-toxicfuture