
The Only Hope For Me Is You
I don't want to talk about it.
(Jess’s P.O.V)
*Next Morning*
We are finally almost back to New Jersey and I wake up to a pounding headache and I go to the bathroom a take a hot shower. The hot steamy water soothes my cold body and helps my headache. I get out dry off and dry my hair ad get dressed in this (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_33/set?id=94281418 ). I look in the mirror and just look at myself. I really hate what I am looking at. I step out of the bathroom and walk to the kitchen. My stomach is growling but I don’t eat, I haven’t eaten in 2 days. I feel so weak and my body hurts. I call Selena and Noah to come over so I can take them back to the airport. They come into my bus and sit with me, I look up at Noah and Selena and just start crying.
“What’s wrong Jay?” Noah asks me as he pulls me into a warm hug.
“I just don’t want to be here anymore.” I sob into his chest.
“You only have 4 more months then you can come back to Jersey.” I don’t mean back home in New Jersey.
“I don’t mean home Noah.” I say looking into his eyes.
“Jess please just stay strong for me and Sel.” He asks me.
“I will try.” He nods and pulls Selena into the hug.
“I love you guys.” I say as we part away.
“We love you too, we have to go now.” They decided to get a cab and let me rest a little bit.
I walk outside and see another tour bus. I look at it for a little bit until it clicks in my head. Holy shit if We The kings are here I will be so happy. I know them because of Charles and Alli, I met Alli in high school. She was the only besides Noah and Selena who was a close friend of mine. I walk to the front of the bus and see Alli and Travis.
“Oh my god Alli!” I yell in excitement as we pull one another into a hug.
“Travis!” I yell as well and pull him into the hug.
“What are you guys doing here?” I ask as we part the hug.
“Well we have our next concert here at the Staple Center.” Travis tells me with his famous smile.
“Oh my god Charles and I have missed you. I am sure the rest of the boys have as well.” Alli tells me.
“Well I am going to a friend’s house to party would you like to join me?” Travis asks as he smiles at me.
“Hell yeah we can be party buddies.” I say as hug him.
“Are you going Al?” I ask Alli.
“I don’t think so Char and I are going to dinner tonight.” She say with a sad smile.
“Oh its fine I totally understand.” I hug Alli then Travis and I hang out in my bus until it’s time to head to the party.
I am not really sure whose house it is but all I know is that there will be alcohol so I am in. I didn’t even see the boys at all today because they had rehearsal all day. I follow Travis into this really nice house and there are people everywhere with red solo cups in the air, people grinding on each other. Travis grabs my hand and heads to the kitchen, he grabs two cups and hands me one. I take a drink and I can taste the alcohol. After about 6 drinks I am drunk off my mind and so is Travis. He walks away and takes a random girl upstairs, so I pull out my phone and call Miley to come get me. She comes to pick me up and I go straight to bed when we get her house.
(Alli’s P.O.V)
I get a phone call while WTK are hanging out in My Chem’s tour bus. I look at the caller I.D and see that it’s Travis. I answer the call and it sounds like Travis is crying.
“Hey Trav, what’s wrong?” I ask him calmly.
“Um Alli I did something bad, really bad.” He says in a panicky voice.
“Travis calm down and tell me what you did.” Everyone now is looking at me.
“We had sex and, and yeah, and I didn’t mean to.” Travis has now started crying again.
“Travis did you use protection?” Now I am getting worried.
“Um no.” Oh shit.
“Was it with Jessica?” I ask him trying to keep him calm.
“Yes.” I just get wide eyed and I shake my head.
“Ok Trav stay there someone’s coming to get you.” I hang up and sigh.
“Alli who was that?” Charles asks me.
“It was Travis.” I say about to cry. Why would he do that with Jessica?
“Um Alli have you seen Jessica?” Gerard asks me.
“I-um know where she is.” I say trying to keep her covered.
“Where is she” Gerard asks a little bit worried.
“She is um with Travis.” I say.
“Alli what happen?” Charles and Gerard ask me genuinely worried. I sigh and tell them.
“SHE HAD DRUNK, UNPROTECTED SEX WITH TRAVIS?!?!” Gerard yells at me.
“Uh-huh.” I say to him. He just gets really mad.
“SHE HAS BEEN OUT ALL DAY I WAS WORRIED SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER. AND ALL SHE IS DOING IS BEING A WHORE AND DRINKING!” Gerard yells once again.
“Gerard calm down I will go get her and you can talk to her.” I step outside and get a taxi and head towards the party. I call Travis and tell him to come outside, after I get him I text Jess and find out where she is. I go and get her at Mileys house and we drive back to the buses. I help Travis to his bunk then take Jess to her bus. I tell Gerard to talk to her in the morning when she is better. He agrees and everyone goes to sleep. I hope everything works out with her.
*Next Morning*
We are finally almost back to New Jersey and I wake up to a pounding headache and I go to the bathroom a take a hot shower. The hot steamy water soothes my cold body and helps my headache. I get out dry off and dry my hair ad get dressed in this (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_33/set?id=94281418 ). I look in the mirror and just look at myself. I really hate what I am looking at. I step out of the bathroom and walk to the kitchen. My stomach is growling but I don’t eat, I haven’t eaten in 2 days. I feel so weak and my body hurts. I call Selena and Noah to come over so I can take them back to the airport. They come into my bus and sit with me, I look up at Noah and Selena and just start crying.
“What’s wrong Jay?” Noah asks me as he pulls me into a warm hug.
“I just don’t want to be here anymore.” I sob into his chest.
“You only have 4 more months then you can come back to Jersey.” I don’t mean back home in New Jersey.
“I don’t mean home Noah.” I say looking into his eyes.
“Jess please just stay strong for me and Sel.” He asks me.
“I will try.” He nods and pulls Selena into the hug.
“I love you guys.” I say as we part away.
“We love you too, we have to go now.” They decided to get a cab and let me rest a little bit.
I walk outside and see another tour bus. I look at it for a little bit until it clicks in my head. Holy shit if We The kings are here I will be so happy. I know them because of Charles and Alli, I met Alli in high school. She was the only besides Noah and Selena who was a close friend of mine. I walk to the front of the bus and see Alli and Travis.
“Oh my god Alli!” I yell in excitement as we pull one another into a hug.
“Travis!” I yell as well and pull him into the hug.
“What are you guys doing here?” I ask as we part the hug.
“Well we have our next concert here at the Staple Center.” Travis tells me with his famous smile.
“Oh my god Charles and I have missed you. I am sure the rest of the boys have as well.” Alli tells me.
“Well I am going to a friend’s house to party would you like to join me?” Travis asks as he smiles at me.
“Hell yeah we can be party buddies.” I say as hug him.
“Are you going Al?” I ask Alli.
“I don’t think so Char and I are going to dinner tonight.” She say with a sad smile.
“Oh its fine I totally understand.” I hug Alli then Travis and I hang out in my bus until it’s time to head to the party.
I am not really sure whose house it is but all I know is that there will be alcohol so I am in. I didn’t even see the boys at all today because they had rehearsal all day. I follow Travis into this really nice house and there are people everywhere with red solo cups in the air, people grinding on each other. Travis grabs my hand and heads to the kitchen, he grabs two cups and hands me one. I take a drink and I can taste the alcohol. After about 6 drinks I am drunk off my mind and so is Travis. He walks away and takes a random girl upstairs, so I pull out my phone and call Miley to come get me. She comes to pick me up and I go straight to bed when we get her house.
(Alli’s P.O.V)
I get a phone call while WTK are hanging out in My Chem’s tour bus. I look at the caller I.D and see that it’s Travis. I answer the call and it sounds like Travis is crying.
“Hey Trav, what’s wrong?” I ask him calmly.
“Um Alli I did something bad, really bad.” He says in a panicky voice.
“Travis calm down and tell me what you did.” Everyone now is looking at me.
“We had sex and, and yeah, and I didn’t mean to.” Travis has now started crying again.
“Travis did you use protection?” Now I am getting worried.
“Um no.” Oh shit.
“Was it with Jessica?” I ask him trying to keep him calm.
“Yes.” I just get wide eyed and I shake my head.
“Ok Trav stay there someone’s coming to get you.” I hang up and sigh.
“Alli who was that?” Charles asks me.
“It was Travis.” I say about to cry. Why would he do that with Jessica?
“Um Alli have you seen Jessica?” Gerard asks me.
“I-um know where she is.” I say trying to keep her covered.
“Where is she” Gerard asks a little bit worried.
“She is um with Travis.” I say.
“Alli what happen?” Charles and Gerard ask me genuinely worried. I sigh and tell them.
“SHE HAD DRUNK, UNPROTECTED SEX WITH TRAVIS?!?!” Gerard yells at me.
“Uh-huh.” I say to him. He just gets really mad.
“SHE HAS BEEN OUT ALL DAY I WAS WORRIED SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER. AND ALL SHE IS DOING IS BEING A WHORE AND DRINKING!” Gerard yells once again.
“Gerard calm down I will go get her and you can talk to her.” I step outside and get a taxi and head towards the party. I call Travis and tell him to come outside, after I get him I text Jess and find out where she is. I go and get her at Mileys house and we drive back to the buses. I help Travis to his bunk then take Jess to her bus. I tell Gerard to talk to her in the morning when she is better. He agrees and everyone goes to sleep. I hope everything works out with her.
Notes
here is the new chapter hope you enjoy =)-toxicfuture
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-toxicfuture
11/15/13