The Only Hope For Me Is You

(Jess’s P.O.V)
*the next day*

I wake up and look over and grab my phone. I look to see what time it was, I have to get Noah and Selena from LAX at 9:00 am. I look at my phone the time reads 8:43 am.
“Shit.” I mutter under my breath. I jump out of bed, brush my teeth, and get dressed in this (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_18/set?id=89567376 ).
“Where you going?” Gerard asks waking up rubbing his eyes.
“I am going to get Sel and Spoons.” I say trying to get out of the door.
“Oh okay be safe.” Gee says going back to sleep on my couch.

*30 minutes later*

I run into the airport which is surprisingly not as crowed as I thought it would be. I see my 2 best friends dancing to non-existent music.
“Yep that’s them.” I say as I walk up to them.
“Hey sorry I am late.” I say shrugging. Selena and Noah pull me into a warm hug.
“It doesn’t matter, how are you feeling Jess?” Selena asks me still hugging me.
“I don’t know I have honestly felt better.” It’s true. Can someone die from a broken heart?
“Why what happen?” Noah looks at me with a concerned look.
“Oh Frank broke up with me.” I say trying to hold back tears forming in my eyes.
“Oh hell no! He hurt my Possum, I am kicking his ass. Where is he?!” Noah says looking around.
“Yo Spoons calm down it’s not that big of a deal, really.” I tell him holding him somewhat back.
“Are you sure Jay?” No I am not fucking sure!
“Yes it’s fine. Anyways let’s go back to the bus and play some D&D.” A smile tugging the corners of my mouth.
“Lead the way!” Noah and Selena say walking with me back to the car.
*time lapse to the bus*

“Spoons grab the D&D board.” I tell Noah to do.
“Okie dokie.” He says while grabbing it and setting it up on the table. Bert walks in and looks at me.
“Hey um Jess can I talk to you for a minute?” Bert says looking down.
“Sure, hey guys I’ll be right back.” What does Bert want? I mean I love Bert and everything, it’s just he never asks me for anything. I step outside and follow Bert into The Used’s tour bus. He grabs my hand and we walk into the bus. I walk to the back where Bert is and we sit down. Nobody else is in there so I am getting kinda worried.
“Um do you smoke weed?” Bert asks slightly embarrassed.
“Uh-huh why?” I ask looking at him.
“Well I bought some I just wanted to smoke with you.” I didn’t mind, yes I have smoked before I was a “rebel” type kid.
“You can’t tell anyone, especially Gerard.” I say very sternly.
“Ok I promise.” He tells me honestly.
“Go get an empty soda can and a lighter.” After I told Bert he went searching for the items.
“Ok got them.” He said as he was handing me each item.
“Hey I want to try something okay?” I ask Bert as he watches me.
“Ok after I inhale, open your mouth and lean in towards me.” He nods yes to my instructions.
I take in a big breath of the smoke and move into Bert’s open mouth. I open my mouth as well and bring our mouths close together. I blow the smoke gently into his mouth. Out of the blue Bert starts kissing me. I look at him in shock until the weed sinks in. I feel weightless and trouble free. I start kissing Bert back but that soon turns into a heavy make out.


(Frank’s P.O.V)
I saw Bert and jess walking hand in hand into The Used’s tour bus. What the hell are they doing?! I waited a few minutes and walked slowly into the bus. And what did I see? You want to know? Bert and Jess making out! I inhale the air and smell weed. I walk out slowly and quietly and walk over to Mikey, thank god he as alone.
“Hey Frank.” Mikey says with a small smile.
“Um Mikey I don’t know how to say this but I think Jess is smoking weed with Bert in his bus.” I say looking at Mikey. His eyes go wide.
“WHAT! Where’s Gerard?” He looked around and saw Gerard and called him over. Ray and Bob came along with him.
“What Mikes?” Gerard asks his little brother.
“Jess is smoking weed with Bert in his bus!” Mikey didn’t need to say anymore.
Gerard grew with anger and not walked but ran to The Used’s bus, yanked open the door and all we heard was yelling.
“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!?!” Gerard yelled.
We all ran to the bus and went inside to see Jess sitting in Bert’s lap looking so lost. Jess just smiled sweetly at Bert like she use to smile at me. Bert returned the smile and they both looked up at Gerard.
“Gee Gee bear is angry.” Jess said as she pointed at Gerard and started laughing.
Yep she is high as fuck right now. Gerard had his hands on his hips and was really mad at his baby sister right now.
“YES GEE GEE BEAR IS MAD I AM REALLY FUCKING MAD!” Gerard threw his arms around as he yelled at Jess.
Jess’s eyes welled up with tears as she looked up at her big brother. Bert just pulled her into a hug and Jess cried into his shoulder. Everyone one looks at Gerard and his face falls with guilt. He kneels down to Jess’s height and looks at her big watery green eyes.
“Okay Jess I didn’t mean to yell at you. Once you’re back to normal we need to talk.” Jess nods at her brother’s statement and continues to cry into Bert’s shoulder.
Gerard stands up and we all walkout of the bus and over to ours. Gerard sits down and rubs his face with his hands. Noah and Selena walk into the bus so confused right now. Gerard tells them what happened they nod and walkout if the bus. I hear them talking outside. I just ignore them and go to my bunk.
“I really miss her.” Is all I can say until my mind drifts off into memories if her.

Notes

Well I had a pretty fantastic day, my English teacher had these comment bags and people got to decorate them but I was absent so he drew the Black Parade marcher and in the bag he wrote me a note that said "anyone who digs mcr and the Umbrella Academy is pretty freaking awesome in my book." so yeah that happened. Hope you enjoy the new chapter! =)
-toxicfuture