What the fuck. I sat and stared at the door I just saw my ex-best friend storm through. "This is all your fault!" I yelled at Fun Ghoul, crying. Party poison held me in his arms like a little kid. I didnt know what to do any more. What a mess my life had become, I couldnt even remeber most of the first 15 years even. "This is my fault and your fault and his fault and. . .and...." I sobbed. I ran out the back door and kept running untill before I knew it I was on the edge of a cliff looking down. How great it would feel to jump off. To end my own life. "ASHLEY!" I heard gerard call out behind me. "Please don't jump." "Why the hell not!" "For the same reason that you wouldnt let me die. I love you, Anya loves you, we need you!" I inhailed deeply. Why not? I mean no one needed me and the ones that did would adjust quickly. I prepared to step off tthe edge of the cliff and heard gerard shouted "ASHLEY!" With any luck ths move would end my life.