This pain was nothing like I was ever allowed to feel. Searing and intense. For all of five minutes, thats when I am pretty sure my body just quit on me.

I fell over and Party Poison had me out to Dr. D in second. Minutes? I don't know. The delivery of the demon baby was loud and I am sure would have been painful if I could feel it, Dr. D cut me open amd Gerard looked concerned when I didn't scream out in pain. I think I barely even looked from the ceiling light though. I could tell it was only us three in there, however. I felt needles poke ant my stomach but it felt like butterflies landing.

Then it was over and I had a baby daughter. But I fainted before I could hold her.


Ash, Ash dont die on me too. I cant lose some girl I barely knew and my best friend all at once. Victoria's voice reached through the darkness.

Come on Black Muse. You need sleep. She probably cant hear you anyway. It was Gerard's voice

I squeezed the hand I was holding lightly.

You see that! Party Posion she just squeezed my hand!

I wanted to call out to her, to victoria, but my words would not find their own way through my head. So I just laid there in the darkness, trying to let them know I was still alive