As soon as Gerard mentioned "him" he went pale and looked as if he was going to he sick. Frank didn't say anymore about it, and the drive home was silent apart from the the first few minutes in which Gerard gave frank the directions to his house. Gerard wanted to go home, and Frank could clearly see that he wasn't in a good mood. So, instead of arguing and trying to persuade Gerard to stay at his, he drove him home, wondering who the person was that Gerard referred to as "him". After dropping Gerard off at his house, he got home and was shouted at by his mother for 5 minutes for not telling her where he had gone. Frank stormed up to his room and sat in the darkness and thought. He couldn't stop thinking of Gerard leaning in to...kiss him? Did he have the intention of kissing him? Was it a joke? Did frank want it to be a joke? That question made frank stop and wonder. Am I... Gay? Do I like Gerard? A whole new dozen of questions sprang into his mind. Im not gay! I like girls, and boobs, and shit like that, he told himself. He sighed. He didn't want to think about his sexuality anymore. Instead, he got out his iPod and earphones and pressed shuffle. All of a sudden a song started blasting into his ears.


Don't hate us 'cause we're happy
Don't hate us 'cause we're beautiful
Don't hate us if we make you smile
Or if we go the extra mile
To make someone feel better
On a really shitty day
And if you're hearing what I'm saying then
Say, 'I'm gay!'
Say 'I'm gay!'

"Fuck off!" Frank screamed at his iPod.


I'm gay. He told himself. I'm gay I'm gay I'm gay. He tried to get to sleep, muttering 'I'm gay'

Notes

Song frank listens to: I'm gay - Bowling For Soup.

Yay. There's another chapter. I probably won't update for a week,or so, and I thought aw. So here's another chapter, heh. It won't let me reply to comments!!! Erghhh, sorry. But thank you to everyone who comments, you're all really kind and sweet and aw I hope you live a long and happy life. Wat. I don't know..

life update: I'm still reading A Splitting Of The Mind. I'm kinda worried. Do you even realise how much I hate sad endings. I want a happy fic to read afterwards so I'm not in a bad mood, anyone know of any that will cheer me up?:') ((((this is what fanfiction has done to me)))) I should probably shutup. Omg why do I always write 'life update' iF I HAVE NO FUCKING LIFE. b. Ye