
Fly
I can't drown my Demons
Blue Bottle's P.O.V.
I stormed of the bus, the boys didn't see me cry but no doubt heard me,
"It hasn't been a long time and I never went away" Dante's voice spun in my head "I am just a child but theirs one thing I can say" He sung "I will never learn from my mistakes, I will always lie and cheat and fake"
"I will never ever be the same, I will always beat you in this game" I mumbled,
"Why?" Dante's voice asked,
"I'm just a fucking kid" I mumbles,
"Why?" He asked again,
"I'm just a fucking kid" I said a little louder,
"Scream it" I could here him laugh "Scream it"
"I'M JUST A FUCKING KID!" I shouted at the top of my voice, It's not like there was anyone to hear. Honestly it felt really good.
"Is that so?" The voice was real, It shocked me, I turned around Party Poison stood about 2 meters away ,
"Oh Shut up" I spat,
"Come on" He smiled stepping forwards and grabbing my wrist with out a care,
"Ah Fuck" I flinched at the pain and retracted my hand,
"What the..." He trailed off "Give me your hand" He ordered holding his out,
"What why?" I pulled my hands into my chest self-consciously,
"Just give them here" He pulled my hands towards him with one hand and with the other pulled one of my sleeve's up and gasped at the sight I was so used to... The scars.
"What's this?" He asked knowing exactly what it was.
"Memories" I said bluntly pulling away my hands pulling down my sleeves and running back to the van,
"Blue I'm Sorry" He sighed following me.
I stormed of the bus, the boys didn't see me cry but no doubt heard me,
"It hasn't been a long time and I never went away" Dante's voice spun in my head "I am just a child but theirs one thing I can say" He sung "I will never learn from my mistakes, I will always lie and cheat and fake"
"I will never ever be the same, I will always beat you in this game" I mumbled,
"Why?" Dante's voice asked,
"I'm just a fucking kid" I mumbles,
"Why?" He asked again,
"I'm just a fucking kid" I said a little louder,
"Scream it" I could here him laugh "Scream it"
"I'M JUST A FUCKING KID!" I shouted at the top of my voice, It's not like there was anyone to hear. Honestly it felt really good.
"Is that so?" The voice was real, It shocked me, I turned around Party Poison stood about 2 meters away ,
"Oh Shut up" I spat,
"Come on" He smiled stepping forwards and grabbing my wrist with out a care,
"Ah Fuck" I flinched at the pain and retracted my hand,
"What the..." He trailed off "Give me your hand" He ordered holding his out,
"What why?" I pulled my hands into my chest self-consciously,
"Just give them here" He pulled my hands towards him with one hand and with the other pulled one of my sleeve's up and gasped at the sight I was so used to... The scars.
"What's this?" He asked knowing exactly what it was.
"Memories" I said bluntly pulling away my hands pulling down my sleeves and running back to the van,
"Blue I'm Sorry" He sighed following me.
Notes
I know it's short but it's 3.a.m. and I've had a shitty daySo long and good bye from That Little Black Heart...
We shall speak again... in Part 2
11/24/13