A sudden fear crossed my emotions thinking of what I had just committed.
"Ray!" I screamed as I ran out the door. I ran straight to his house and into his room, not even knocking.
I dove straight into his pillow and began to cry in it.
"Frank? What happened?"
"I KILLED HIM!" I screamed into the pillow.
"I killed him."
"You did what?"
"I KNOW. I FUCKING FAILED AGAIN!"
"Now... Let's go take him to the hospital... He may not be dead after all, you know."
I got up and wiped the remaining tears from my eyes.
We made our way to mine and Gerard's house. When I opened the door, I was not expecting what I saw.
The pile of Gerard's blood still remained, although his body was missing.
"Gerard?" I called.
"YOU MOTHER FUCKER!" Gerard screamed, jumping at me from behind the door.
I blocked the incoming knife that was heading for my chest.
There was a fist heading for my face soon to be blocked. He came at me with the knife again, only this time, I knocked it out of his hand.
"No, Gerard! I'm fucking tired of your shit!" I took his shoulders and pushed him to the wall, stabbing him one final time. He fell to the ground with a look of sorrow in his eyes.
"Call the ambulance." Ray spoke, staring at me with a look of hatred mixed of pain in his eyes.
"No." I whispered.
"He deserved this."
"No one diserves this! No matter how bad if a person they are, no one fucking deserves this!" Ray shouted, throwing me to the ground.
"WHAT DO YOU HAVE WITH GERARD? WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY ON HIS SIDE?"
Ray didn't respond. He just slammed his foot into my chest.
"You deserve this, fatass." Everything suddenly went black.
I saw a bright light, which faded into black. I saw me and Gerard, when we were happy. When we use to cuddle together and watch movies. When we use to tell stories about our past. The happy times. Then I began to remember the time when he started to beat me.

"Gerard, I have to go. I'll be back later, ok?"
"Where are you going?"
"To a friends house."
"No. Please don't leave me."
"Gerard, you're drunk."
"No I'm not, I just wanna fuck."
"Gerard, I can't today. My friend really needs to see me."
"I said no!" Gerard charged after me
and slapped me.
"G... Gerard..."
He took the back of my head, and threw me onto the floor.
"NO!"
"Why?" I asked as I slowly faded away.

I had suddenly woken up be the roar of sirens.
"What's going on?" I asked, slowly rising from the gurney that was in the back of an ambulance, right next to Gerard.
"Gerard... Wake up."
"Frank?"
"Gerard, it's me. Frank."
"Frank!"
"I'm so sorry about what happened. I was just fed up with all your beatings and stuff."
"I'm so sorry, Frank. I promise this won't happen again."
"Really?"
"I promise."
I gave Gerard a week smile, before slowly fading back into the hospital bed.
"I love you."
"I love you too, Gerard."
everything was black now. I could finally be happy again.