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Cemetery Drive

I'm Not Okay

Gerard's POV

I stumbled through the night, turning corners made me feel dizzy. I had no idea where I was going. I just knew it wouldn't be home, at least not tonight. I stumbled around a corner and smacked into someone.

"Ueeegh.." I muttered trying to focus on who it was.
"Woaah easy there!" the figure said, I realised it was a boy.
I scrambled up to my feet and took a swig of vodka, the liquid burning my throat. I spluttered trying to contain what was in my stomach.
"Give me that bottle." The boy said. I groaned taking a few more drinks out of the bottle then handed it to the boy, empty.
"So selfish." he muttered
"You don't know the half of it." I yelled and carried on stumbling through out the streets.


-Trigger warning-


As morning came and more bottles were emptied, I felt my legs weaken and my body heavy. I sank to the hard ground below me crying. I tried to stand back up but it was no use. I coughed and spluttered, maybe this time it was enough to kill myself. I closed my eyes and downed one last bottle of straight vodka and passed ouy

Notes

First MCR Fanfic I've wrote, so hope you guys enjoy!
Sorry it was so short!


- There will be no self harming just depression and alcohol problems.
- There will be talk of suicide.
- If there is I will warn you before it happens.

Comments

@Kobra_Girl_0813 yeah sure!
Aw thank you, I love hearing what people think!
My Chemical Zoe My Chemical Zoe
10/8/13
I like the first chapter so far. It seems like its gonna be a really cool story.

sorry to ask but could u check out my story, Is This The End? I could really use some input
Kobra_Girl_0813 Kobra_Girl_0813
10/7/13
@MCR-willcarryon
Aw thank you (:
Yeah the chapters will get longer, it was just a first chapter thing haha, but yeah I don't want anyone reading this and having the urge to self-harm.
My Chemical Zoe My Chemical Zoe
10/6/13
And that's great that you have trigger warning button should make your chapters longer
MCR-willcarryon MCR-willcarryon
10/6/13
I love this first chapter seems like a good story so far :) please continue
MCR-willcarryon MCR-willcarryon
10/6/13