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Gerard touches himself :3

Gerard Arthur Way waited until he heard his parents car leave the driveway before checking out the porn website that Bob Bryar had recommended. He sat on his camo themed bed with the crappy dell laptop beside him, scrolling through the pornographic video links. Gerard trembled a bit in anticipation. Today, he really needed this. His day at school had sucked major ass. Other teenagers had thrown food at him at lunch, and tripped him in the hallway. He was definitely not the most popular kid at school, to say the least. His grades were D's and C's and he didn't have any friends in his classes.
On this night, Gerard was filled with frustration and angst. He didn't understand his classmates need to punish him for being socially invisible. Who was he hurting? He clenched his fist in irritation. He really needed to orgasm. Fuck. He was left with the burning urge to jack off, to feel great, if only for a little while.
As unpopular as Gerard was, he did have a girlfriend. Amanda was a shy but pretty girl in his world history class that had developed a crush on the gangly teenage artist. Since someone liking him was a rare event, Gerard didn't hesitate before asking her out. He had figured having any kind of a girlfriend was better than being alone. And it was. Amanda loved horror movies and comics just like him, but Gerard just wasn't attracted to her in the physical sense. And even if he had been, Amanda was very touchy about being touched, and would never dream of doing anything beyond light kissing with him.
So Gee had no sexual outlet, and he spent many nights alone in his room with his hand moving up and down his length, trying to hold in his moans, in case his parents heard. Tonight, however, would be different. His parents were going out on a "date" tonight, so Gerard was home alone, which meant he could make as much noise as he fucking wanted. His friend from across town, Bob Bryar, had revealed to him that masturbation to porn was 10 times more satisfying. Gerard was lonely and bored with his life, so any form of pleasure would be welcomed with open arms. He occasionally smoked pot and drank alcohol, but those things only seemed to make him lonelier, since he had no one to share the craziness with.
Her strict Catholic father hardly ever allowed Amanda out of the house, so seeing her outside of school was pretty much a no. So Gerard's social life basically existed only in world history, and walking Amanda home after school. And the few times a year he saw Bob, but those weren't much except small talk and getting plastered.
Gerard clicked on a promising link on the slutty website. A video popped up and started playing. Gerard saw naked women dancing across the screen, flashing their tits, and a few ladies were laying on a bed with their legs spread, showing off their most private parts, Gerard slowly unbuttoned his black skinny jeans and pulled down the zipper. His already slightly hard dick came forward immediately. His pants were too tight for underwear, so he usually went commando. He grabbed the base of his cock and sensually started pumping up and down with his right hand. He let out a sigh as his blood rushed down between his legs.
Onscreen, the camera was zoomed in close to a woman's vagina. Gerard looked at it for a few seconds while touching himself, but honestly, it was an ugly thing that didn't even look that sexy. He felt kind of sick looking at it. Gee could feel his dick starting to soften at that point, and suddenly he couldn't stand to watch this stupid video anymore. He let go of his penis and hurriedly moved the pointer arrow to click out of Internet Explorer. But he clicked just a tad too far south, and instead of closing the window, another video popped up.
This one showed two very handsome looking men sprawled out on a bed, kissing. They were both naked. One of them was blond and muscular, and his thick hair swooped down over his eyes. The other was a lanky Latino, with a deep tan and raven black hair that resembled Gerard's own locks. The two men were locked in a passionate embrace. The blond one had his hands tangled in the Latino's black mane. They were on a bed, a tangle of limbs, kissing each other’s lips and necks with feverish passion. The blond raised his hips to grind into the other mans body. They both let out a groan at the friction, and grinded harder into each other.
Gerard had never watched gay porn before; he was most certainly NOT gay. He had never watched any kind of porn until tonight. Of course it was natural to be curious, he told himself, as he continued watching with wide eyes. Surely other guys his age had watched all kinds of porn; gay and straight. Porn was porn right? And experimenting with different videos was only to be expected.
That’s what Gerard told himself, not really noticing his massive erection until his dick twitched spastically. Looking down in surprise, he forced the assumption into his head that this was completely normal for a straight teenage boy. There is no way he could be gay! He liked pussy! But even as the thought crossed his mind, he scrunched his nose up in disgust. A wall of uncertainty surrounded him, but he pushed it away.
He wasn’t gay, he was just experimenting, he reminded himself as he gripped his needy cock in his hand. As he started to pump his hand up and down, he let out a gasp. How could this feel so much better than before?! Nothing had changed…except the porn. The Latino man onscreen was sensually kissing the blond down his body to rest his lips on the tip of his large, hard cock. The blond squirmed in anticipation, and looked down with pleading eyes. The Latino man looked up with lust and slipped his mouth around the entire cock, nearly swallowing it whole. The blonde’s mouth erupted with moans as his cock slid in and out of the other mans wet warm mouth. Gerard’s pale hands shook as he gripped himself tighter and touched himself faster. Panting, a low moan escaped from Gee’s lips. His hips bucked forward suddenly at the sweet suction noises coming from the video. The blond mans eyes were fluttering open and closed, and his mouth was open loosely in ecstasy. Something told Gerard that his facial expression was exactly the same. Another moan flew from Gee’s mouth, but this one was much louder. It felt so good to just let go and be loud, and not have to worry about it. Gerard felt warmth building up between his legs, and a delicious burning sensation start in his balls. The suction sounds from the video continued with slurping and more desperate groans emitted from the blond man. Gerard released his hand from his dick to quickly spit into his palm and then continue to pump himself aggressively. The wetness down there sent streams of intense pleasure into his tense body. God, he was so close. He could taste it. Little noises of desperation came out of him as he rode his hand with all the strength he had. Gee couldn’t fathom how the Latino man could breathe with a huge cock hitting the back of his throat constantly, but at that moment it didn’t fucking matter. Just as Gerard neared the brink, he heard the loud breathy screams from the blond that meant he had finally came. The sound threw Gee off the edge of the cliff. Gasping for air and moaning his lungs out, his eyes rolled back and his back arched into his orgasm. The pounding and throbbing in his cock made Gerard see stars. “Fuck, fuck, FUCK!” he yelled form his heart. As he lay on his bed in a sweaty heap, his erratic breathing started to calm down, and a smile plastered itself on his face. He reached over to shut his laptop and curled up on the soft bed, hugging a pillow. Maybe he would have a boyfriend that would make him orgasm like that again. The thought started him at first, but as it sat in his mind for a minute, it didn’t seem so bad. It sounded divine, actually. Maybe he was gay after all. The wall of uncertainty and doubt that had be enclosing in on him vanished in a puff of smoke. Everything fell into place as Gerard considered that maybe it was okay to be gay. “It doesn’t matter,” he spoke aloud. And as Gerard’s eyelids closed over his deep hazel eyes, he knew that everything was going to be fine. He was still him, no matter what his sexuality. Gerard snuggled into his fluffy pillow and fell asleep, the happiest he had been in a long time. And in the complicated mess of sleep, Gerard dreamed of a boy he had never met, with a scorpion tattoo and jet-black hair.

Notes

Comment below! This is the first thing I've written, so don't judge me too terribly much if it sucks. :3 Thanks for reading!

Comments

Bravo!! Amazing!! (; X

Honestly, I don't know why this has a rating of 9.0. I think it deserves a 10. For a first work, especially smut, very well written! It'd be well written even if it wasn't a first work. Good job, I liked reading it.

worldswrst worldswrst
12/31/13
@SkateLithium

You're welcome!
Merry Christmas.
Wuv you too!
Tiyah Tiyah
12/25/12
@TheWorldIsUglyBeautiful
Thank you so much for the feedback and for the rating! I wuv you! :DDDD
SkateLithium SkateLithium
12/25/12
I'm going to comment and vote since the feedback on this site sucks.

This is the first thing you've written?
It's pretty damn good!
Very descriptive, and well-written!
Congrats!
Tiyah Tiyah
12/25/12