I lay warm in my bed, beginning to slowly drift off to sleep. I began to think of the day's events. the sass-off with Gerard was funny as hell, and I won. all of the guys were there, and Gee just kept saying I was cheating. my mind drifted off to other places, thoughts of Gerard... even though I'm just fifteen, I express the same amount of affection for him as he does me. I don't think it's creepy. I love him. I love Gerard. and someday I hope we can have a nice long happy life together. but the only thing wrong with that is, he's my guardian. my legal guardian, if you wanna get technical. I just... I cant explain it, y'know? like, i'd be perfectly okay sharing a bed with him. I'm fine kissing him. it's not that he's the lead singer of My Chemical Romance, the best band there ever was, it's him. him I love. Gee, not 'Gerard Way'. I fell asleep with pleasant thoughts filling my head...

Notes

ermkay... I know I said I wasn't going to post anything until I got my ipod fixed, but my computer isn't being screwy so I thought- 'what the hell?' and wrote this little bit out to give you guys a bit of insight as to how Cassy feels on the whole 'my adopted father is like, 28, yet here I am, 15, and making out with him' thing. just wanted to clarify some things is all...

carry on sexy beasts,
~katiekilljoy<4