“Remember me!” The voice started to fade away and I recognized that voice. It was Leo!

“Leo!!!!!!!!!!” I gasped for more breath since I don’t have much with me. I started to cry when I finally realized that it is just a dream. Amanda hurriedly come towards me and hugs me.

“Shhh, sweetheart. Everything’s gonna be alright. I’m here with you.” She whispered to my ears and somehow it makes me calm.

It had been a week since Leo left me alone in this world. Each of time I will just cry when I’m thinking about him and tears will stop if my eyes shut for a sleep but the voice of him will keep haunting me. He was my first love ever. We have known each other since 4 or 5 years old and we’ve grown ups together. He’s the lover, the friend and the enemy. How could he just leaving me like this after having me as his? I haven’t eaten since then, and now everyone really worried about me. I barely talk to anyone unless I need some water or screaming Leo’s name. I know this is all wrong and I’m not supposed being like this but I felt that half of me just gone. I’ve lost! I just don’t want myself anymore.

Amanda and Adam never leave me alone. They always come to visit me and try to cheer me up but it never works. I really glad that they always with me but right now, I can’t thinking of anything else other than Leo. Leo is the only one in my head and I kept remembered his voice from the dream.

“Hey, Arianna. We need to go back now. We’ll see you tomorrow okay?” said Amanda and hug me really tight.

“I miss you. I really want you back. Come back to us. He’ll always be with us and watching us. It hurts me when I see you hurts” Amanda whispered to me and I know she cried. I can’t say nothing and just let the tears fall through my cheeks. Adam comes closer to me and wiped the tears away and gives a goodnight kiss on my forehead. I hate seeing them like that but I’m helpless. I have no hope anymore.

After Amanda and Adam went back home, mom come into my room. I turned back off her and pretending that I was sleeping. I just can’t stand more sadness just because of me. Especially not from my mom.

“Honey, I know you weren’t sleeping yet” She tries to make me turned and looked at her but I just keep silence. A heavy sigh heard from her. It’s killing me. Please stop mom!
“I know these been really tough for you but I can’t take this anymore. I just want my daughter back, so I’ve decided that you’re gonna be living with Jane. I-I just..” She’s sobbing and I just don’t want her to cry. I turned back and hugged her.

“I’m so sorry, mom. I don’t want to make you worry but you know this is really hard for me. It’s killing me badly inside. Why he need to leave me?? Why???? I don’t want to leave. You’re going to be all alone here if you don’t have me with you” I looked at her and try to convince her to try not make me moving out from this town.

“No, honey. Listen. You can’t be here. This place have a lot of memories between you guys and you can’t keep being like this. Haunted by his memories. You need to move out from here and I think Jane is the perfect one to help me taking care of you. I’ll be visiting you every month. I promise”

“No, mom. Please, just don’t. You can’t do this to me. I need you. You know it, right?” I said and I just burst out all my tears.

“It’s okay honey. Everything will just be fine” She kiss my head and take me into her arms again.

I just closed my eyes and tighten my hugs into my mom. I don’t want to leave her and staying with Jane, one of my closest cousins in New Jersey. I love my place. I love Philadelphia. I was born here. Leo was born here. We’re grown up together here. I just don’t want to move on. I want my memories near me. But I’m totally dejected now and I know mom knows the best for me.

Notes

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